Chapter 1
Nyx's Pov
My family stared at me like a hawk, Trying to slip its way in again after disappearing for five years. I was like a prodigal son after leaving the house to seek greener pastures only to return back being useless as they burned me with their stares, especially my two sisters, Aeris and Astoria who cringed at my presence. It hurts me that they forgot about me and didn't care if I had been in the School of Wolves Shadows.
I bite my inner cheeks to swallow the lump and pain and wait for my father's words which would definitely leave a scar.
"Even after spending my money on your pathetic weak self in Wolf Shadow, you came back home with this stupid result! Do we look like a joke to you?" My father hit the table and yelled, making me flinch.
"I'm sorry, it was too much for me to bear." I whimpered softly, my voice barely audible.
"Then you could have considered yourself a bastard instead of coming back to the pack to cause great shame to me and your brother!" My mother added and yelled, Pushing her blonde curls to the back that threatened her sight.
I didn't mean for any of this to happen, I regretted my actions five years ago when I cried and begged them to send me to a University I know nothing about aside from the Hype of training students to be powerful and to bring their wolves out. I had a wolf but it was locked up, I couldn't access her or do anything aside from her sharp sense of smell and it was considered a curse in the Plarick Pack.
The humiliation was too much, the pain was too much and it didn't make sense if it came from the people I was expecting love from.
Even my shield, the only one that has always protected me since childhood, My brother and would-be Alpha of Plarick, began to see me as an eyesore and withdrew from me till we became strangers.
"You're always a disgrace to this family, don't forget that Nyx. And as from now henceforth, join the maids in the working room and be like them. Royalty should be far from you!" He growled and I stood up Abruptly, not believing such words.
Tears burned my eyes as my lips quivered in shock. "You don't mean that father, I've suffered already in Wolves Shadows. I need to rest and not become a slave when I'm also your daughter!" I was so furious that my hands shook, no matter what I did, I shouldn't be stooped too low. I was also the Alpha's daughter!
"In your dreams Nyx!" My elder sister retorted, batting her lashes at me as her perfect sequence gown shimmered from the effect of the chandeliers. She was beautiful, perfect and the apple of my mother's eyes, being the first daughter. "What do you think of Dad and mum? Is he a Money making machine to waste on a pathetic curse like you? Do you know how much your fees cost per semester only to come out with the F Sign? The least you will do is keep shut when Dad is talking and accept anything." Her tone was laced with a symphony of disgust and I swallowed, no one on this table would support me, maybe I should just wait for my brother to intervene. I'm no longer a kid Nyx of fifteen years, I'm f*****g nineteen and I've been quiet for too long.
"Pack your belongings and go there tonight, don't let your presence be a constant reminder of the resources I've wasted to make you feel better!"
My throat was parched in dryness and hot pain as I listened to my father's words.
"Dad, do you even care to ask what I went through In that school, the pains and barbaric things they did to me?" I yelled at them, letting out my frustrations and the memories of scarred pain inflicted on me which has turned into my horrible nightmares.
"Everything about you is always barbaric despite being the same school others graduated from, bringing out the wolves in them, and being a great leader. You're an Espen blood and not supposed to be a cursed riff-raff! Now shut the hell up and leave before your brother comes back home with some important guests of the pack and sees you miserable!" My father ordered and I bit my lips, letting the hot tears flow. I wanted my brother to see me, I wanted him to hear what they were about to do with his sister. My father knows that Zayn won't accept it and he doesn't want that to happen. Scenarios like this make me question if I was their biological daughter because the hazards thrown at me are enough to make me die from pain even before I left for Wolve Shadows.
I missed him so much despite the last look of disgust on his face before I left. I'm prettier now, I can say that with confidence as assholes from that school had tried so hard to have their way with me but I managed my way through.
Plarick Pack was located in the East of the Vampire Clan, as forbidden as that sounds being in the borders of the Vampires, we turned out to be the most dangerous and powerful pack in existence all thanks to my brother who formed a peaceful alliance with them. Zayn was fearless and it took him months to know their ways, sneak into their heart to have our backs. My sisters were perfect In their ways, having their wolves and being the beauties of the pack.
They were being trained as Alphas too and my Zayn happened to be the one training them to perfection.
Aeris won the pack war competition hosted annually and Astoria killed a wild boar during the annual hunt. No one was weak, in any way which made me ask the Moon goddess this same question every single day of my Life.
"Who the f**k am I? Where did I go wrong?"