Zayn's Pov
I wasn't supposed to harbour anything to make me feel like s**t right now, I was supposed to let it go, go about my normal duties as an Alpha as I had tons of activities that were piled up and other responsibilities on my shoulders. That was what I wasn't supposed to be focussing on since I didn't even want the feeling in anyway but that's a blatant lie!
I feel f****d up to my brim with a messed up thoughts, I feel scared that Nyx hated me and she was getting feral in her hatred. I wanted to explain to her that whatever happened in the past to make her think that I rejected her or abandoned just because of her weakness was a lie and was a result of the status I held. I was forced to do a lot of things, I didn't want to find staying away from her was one of them.
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