Marked by my Alpha Brother

Chapter 3

Nyx Pov

The impact of the force of his push experimented a law of gravity on my weak body as I landed heavily on the floor, hitting my ass hard.

He stared at me in horror, as if I crawled out of a hellhole to destroy his life.

"Z..Zayn??" I called out to him, his jaw twitched hard, his eyes darkened and his gaze was stuck at my entire body like a Molten flame, five years ago; i thought my brother was the cutest thing to exist but right now, my brother was nothing but a pack of wrapped sin. His chiseled jawline and arrogant pose of his stare made him look like the was trained to be an Adonis model. His arms were forcing itself to be naked from the shirt he wore whose sleeves were rolled up and a glimpse of his naked chest made me gritted my teeth to tame my silly desires.

"What did you just say to me Nyx?" His voice was cold, dead and lifeless. He was so pissed that I wonder who was supposed to be directing the question at whom when he was eager to claim me.

"I need mate Nyx, please we need mate or I might die." The wolf in me growled and hot tears burned down my cheeks as I shook my head.

"This is not mate please, we will get our mate soon. This is my brother okay, please just wait a little more." I told my wolf who only intensified it's need for Zayn.

"I .. don't know, I think it slipped off my mouth Zayn."

I explained to my brother who took a few steps backwards as if I was going to burn him in a brink if I dared stay close.

"Don't you ever call me your mate again, I'm not and will never be such a disgusting piece of title to you!" He growled in pain, I swear, I could see it in his eyes. He fought to say every word.

"Then let me go, I need to find him. I need him so badly Zayn I could die. I could die if he's not inside me right now." I expressed myself shamelessly and he growled, his teeth sank in his lip and he suddenly held my jaw so tightly and tilted my face upwards.

"You! What do you think you're doing to me right now, making me feel that way Huh? What in hell did Wolves Shadow teach you?" He was too angry but his mint breath on my skin made me shiver, his touch sent sparks and I cried. This is so wrong, so forbidden. Why do I feel his way towards my brother?

"I swear, I don't know. All I know is that you smell so good Zayn. You're mine!!" My wolf took over and thundered at him possessively and my jaw dropped. I swear, I didn't mean to say that. It wasn't intentional, my brother's eyes were dark, Feral and he looked like anything more than a hungry starved snack but he fought it.

"You're a damn snake!" He yelled. " Why did you come back Huh? Your failures and weaknesses were already a turmoil in my life and now that you just appear, happen to be my what?" His words choked with raw disgust.

I swear, I was disgusted too at what I'm feeling, the words I uttered towards him were like a carved forbidden spell.

"I don't know what is wrong with me Zayn." I cried in sincerity but he shook his head, unwilling to accept the rubbish I spewed.

"This is not happening." He chuckled bitterly and ruffled his hair. "The moon goddess must be crazy! He spat out with venom and swallowed.

"You will never be my mate Nyx, this is f*****g unacceptable and nobody must hear about this bullshit until a solution is found to the useless powers you used on me. Instead of you to get a wolf and becoming an Espen royalty, you went to school and learnt dark powers to become a slut!"

Rage brimmed through my body as I listened to his harsh words, my body trembled with anger, disgust and a hot flame of desires at once.

"Is that all you've got to say to me after five years? Is that what you think of me Zayn? I went there to impress you, to make you happy so you could train me too the same way you did to Aeris and Astoria but I was whacked to the brain by the Mundane things they did to me. Dad hasn't just stripped me to a lower level but you have also cast me out of your life as if you don't even care about my existence. And to think that I endured those s**t because of my my big brother is a f*****g trash of five years!"

"You've never lacked any ambiance of excuses Nyx, it's not surprising I'm a pawn in your emotional blackmailing game. You detest me five years ago and it has become worse till now! I don't know what mind tricks you're playing but you should stop it now and set me free, don't tie me to your forbidden scheme." His eyes held no emotions and his countenance was hard and cold as usual. It hurts so bad that the relationship with my family has drastically dropped from one to zero and what's scary is the fact that he might be my mate.

No, the moon goddess must be joking for real to pair me with my brother.

I will reject these silly feelings and surpass this stupid bond, I need to prove to my family that I'm not so weak and useless as they think and there is more to offer than just be a warrior.

But right now, I need to quench these silly throbbing feelings in my core before I die of this heat.

I turned to my brother and stared at him with defiance and determination and hid every ounce of weakness out.

"You're right Zayn, the moon goddess is crazy for thinking this way and no, I don't have any powers. I'm still as pathetic as you all see me and I'll be more useless by joining the maids. I apologize that you had to see a disgusting piece of trash after five years. Don't worry now because you won't be seeing me often." I gave a fake smile and turned to leave when his cold voice suddenly stopped me on tracks.

"Where are you going?"

I turned back to meet his green eyes and smiled. "I need to go to the cold room."

I said and I couldn't miss the flash of anger in his eyes.