“so did you girl. You also had a date and you let another man bend you over and rail you in the restroom. I must say this is even too wild for you hunny.” she still looks slightly bewildered.
“now hear me out. I’m not saying I’m not happy you’re finally doing something and putting yourself out there but why did you go out with the other guy…….. help me out here.” she asks.
“Deck..” I add.
“yes Deck. When you f****d Reid the previous night. Obviously you still have feelings or that girly crush thing for him and you did that…….. I don’t just get it. Help me out here babe.” she looks at me questioningly.
“i don’t know. I just wanted to protect myself you know. Keep him from knowing that I am not waiting around for him to proclaim love or anything.” I tell her
“look…. I was scared okay. I
