I've been here for two weeks. It's not as bad as i thought, i regularly sneak out to visit Noah's grave, occasionally i meet Felix while he's still there but most of the time he meets me while i leave or i meet him while he is leaving. Slowly i've grown to shove my anger towards Theodore. It's more of an intolerance, and i think slowly he is feeling it, at least i hope he is. Today, Miles, Kai, and I are laying in the middle of the grass clearing. Miles rests his head on my shoulder, which i love when he does. Kai plays on our legs, i've gotten to like him, maybe love him as my own. It's a slow progess, i've always hated kids. Miles shifts on his elbow and looks at me. "So, how's life?" "Same as yours, we live together." I joke. "No. I mean are you happy finally? With me?" I chuc

