I feel bad for what i said to Felix, but i won't take it back. In a way it's both of our faults but he wouldn't have wanted to kill himself for what i did. He was heartbroken over Felix, less over me or he would've killed me.
Right?
But, what Felix did, broke Noah in half. What he said, what he did, leaving, that broke Noah more than i ever could. If Felix just stayed with us, or come back earlier, Noah would've fought his brother. He would've let me move.
I should've f*****g moved!
I should've ripped the Alpha's throat out, i should've dragged Noah while his heart was still beating and healed him. Like he's done with me. I should've broken the rules and did what i wanted.
But i f*****g listened.
And now he's dead.
I need Miles. I walk closer to the pact, I'm hoping soon he'l
