Inside My dreams

"Hey there, sleepyhead! You better sleep not, we have an exam later!" My friend Phia gave me a strong pat on the back. "What should I do? My body just wants to sleep." I grabbed my notebook from my desk and tried to cover my face with it, but Phia immediately took it away. "Always sleeping, what's in your dreams, huh? Probably just scandals" she teased, and I couldn't help but playfully hit her back. "Geez, you have a dirty mind, be quiet!" Who wouldn't want to sleep if you could control your dreams? Like now, I'm bored, but can't go out because I'm at school, so I'll just entertain myself in my dreams. Sounds silly, right? Call me weird or crazy, but I do it all the time, no judgment here. Most people who can control their dreams use it to escape from their not-so-good reality, and lucid dreaming becomes their special thing,but not for me. I just do it for fun, to kill boredom or just for entertainment. If someone asked me how I'd feel if I suddenly stopped lucid dreaming , my answer would be, "It's fine, it's not important to me, nothing special about living in there anyway, all of the people,things and events there are just fake ,I just made everything that are there. "Use your notebook as a reviewer, not to cover your face just to sleep." "Fine, fine" I took back my notebook and joined her in reviewing. I just hope that I will be able to remember something from what I'm reading right now... probably not. They say not to memorize, just familiarize the words but that won't work for me. I really need to memorize because when I didn't and tried to familiarize like they said, but darn, all I could say was, " This s**t familiar." I couldn't remember any answers because everything remains familiar. After reviewing , here we go, the teacher came in with test papers, and all I could think was, "Darn, good thing I reviewed." The test is Identification for god's sake. Finally, the bloody test was over, and it's time to go home. Geez! I can finally rest, my head hurts. "Zeixa! Someone's looking for you!" one of my classmates shouted while I was busy packing my stuff. "Who?" I asked, curious. "Adrian!" Adrian is not that popular but , everyone could say that he has the looks to catch someone's eyes or maybe their heart . "He's your suitor, right?" "Oh? Is it true he's courting you?" Wait a minute! What suitor? What are we? Why is everyone making a big deal out of this? Instead of paying attention to them, I just shrugged and left the classroom. When I got out, I immediately pulled Adrian's ear hard. "I told you to wait for me outside the school!" "You took so long to come out, I was getting impatient," he said, trying to remove my hand from his ear. "Ouch!" "You deserve it." I don't have a crush on him, he doesn't have a crush on me, he's not courting me, and we're never going to be together because Adrian is just a childhood friend, nothing more. We've been besties since forever, so it's inevitable that Adrian and I become friends too. I don't know where they got the gossip that Adrian is courting me. He doesn't meet my standards anyway. He's too arrogant and not good-looking at all, I mean, sure, many find him handsome, but in my eyes, he's ugly, so they can't do anything about it if that's my point of view. To me, he looks like a toad with a cough. And of course, if ever someone tries to court me, I want him to have a gentle looking face and of course, handsome , not like Adrian who always looks like he's ready for a fight even when he's just walking. Many like him because he has a bad boy vibe, it's kinda weird though,but sure I won't judge their taste anymore, we all have different taste. "Chad wants your number, should I give it?" Adrian asked me. "I don't give my number to people who can't even approach me," I replied. "Okay, I knew you'd say that." If he wants to get my number, he should ask me himself. When I got home, I immediately took a shower, put on my pajamas, and planned to sleep, but then I remembered I had three homework assignments to finish. In my annoyance, I kicked my desk, my head was throbbing. I thought I could finally rest, and now I have more stuff to do. I just want to scream, maybe it'll make me feel a bit better. With a grumble, I grabbed my things, making a loud noise as I dropped them on my desk. I didn't start any of it yet,instead, I tried to calm myself because I know I won't finish anything if I'm not in the mood. I took a deep breath and leaned back in my chair. I grabbed my phone and scrolled through social media. While watching videos passing through my news feed, I received a chat from Phia. From :Loud bitch "Girl! Look at this! Isn't this the type of guy you like?" After reading it, she sent a picture of a guy. She's right, he looks like he smells so good, but for some reason, why do I feel like I'm looking for something ? Like there's a familiar feeling I'm searching for, and it's not in him. To:Loud bitch "I don't like him." That's the only reply I sent, I couldn't understand myself either because if I base that guy on my standards, he's a perfect fit... but it feels like something's missing... and I can't explain what it is. I brushed off the strange feeling because maybe I'm just being weird. Instead of starting my homework, I slouched and started visualizing my dream guy... it's strange because I did it in such detail, like I know exactly what he looks like, which is weird because I've never constructed a person in my imagination with so much detail before... maybe I'm getting better at using my imagination because of my lucid dreaming... and one thing's for sure... it's impossible for a guy like him to exist in real life. Wait... if he can't exist in real life, I can make him exist in my dream! I've never tried doing that before because I like being alone in the places I go to in my dreams. This is the first time I'll try it, so I don't know if it will work. There's no harm in trying, right? I was so excited to try what I was thinking that I quickly finished all my homework, not even sure if I answered everything correctly. I rested my hand before I started to read what I wrote. I washed my face and brushed my teeth, and finally! It's time to sleep!