We had our lunch and I headed back to my room to prepare for my upcoming exams. My mother took Ahaan for a nap.
I had a lot of work to do. I had two pending assignments and a presentation to make. I wish I had one more week for myself. I am too tiered to any work now. May be I can afford an hour's nap? Yes I can.
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I was walking down the corridor and I saw Arjun. He was heading towards my lecture hall. What was he doing here? Is he looking for me? What could he possibly want? For once in months I did not feel like avoiding him. I felt this strong urg to talk to him to be with him. I cannot stop myself anymore. I don't wanna stop. I cannot lie to myself that I still love him and I cannot lie to him tooing started following him. He was now talking to Natasha. This doesn't seem like a talk. It seemed more like an argument. Why would he argue with Natasha. I moved closer and heard him say my name. I put my hand on his shoulder and he turned around. Then what happened just stole my breath. He pulled me by my waist and tugged me in his chest. He then put his head on my shoulder. What is he trying to do? I don't understand what is he doing? All I understand is a strong current like energy pass through my body where ever his skin touched mine. He then moved his hands from my waist to my shoulder pulling me even closer. That was when I realised he was hugging me.
I was clutched to his body like a lifeless doll. I can't tell how good this felt. This feeling was what I missed the most. The feeling of being wanted.
" I love you Arjun" came out from my mouth unknowingly and a tear spilled from my eyes. I said I love him but my heart was aching. I don't care if he did wrong with me. I don't care if he broke my heart at least not now. I just was to feel all the love which I have for him. Everything I felt then and I feel now. Its okay if he doesn't feel the same but I don't want to deny this feeling I have for him. I love him so much. How can I ever live without him in my life? I have been holding this feeling for so long but..
I have to hold this feeling forever. I cannot forgive him.
"Shhh..shh baby doll don't cry.." he whispered slowly pulling away. He wiped my tears and cupped my face.
" I know you do okay? I know you love me. And I love you more. But sweetheart this world is cruel. It will take you away from me. And I don't wanna lose you anymore."
"Then take me away. Take me far away with you. Just for a moment I want to live with you. Take me Arjun please."
"Okay okay I will now stop crying first then. Okay?"
I nodded. He held my hand and took me outside the campus to were his bike was. He put on his helmet and kicked stared his bike siganling me to sit. We drove for more then an hour in silence. Holding on to his waist I was enjoying the moment. Soon after he parked his bike beside an old looking house.
" This used to be my family house before we bought our mansion. My father wanted to sell this but I didn't let him. This reminds me of my mom. How can I ever sell it?"
"Lets get inside."
We were welcomed by an old lady who took care of the property. Arjun showed me the whole house. He then pulled me up on his shoulder and carried me t his bedroom.
"Oochh what are you doing Mr ?"
" I am just having some fun with my girl."
"Your girl? I would frown at that."
" You frown or all you want. There's no denying that you are my girl."
" In that case you are my boy, aren't you?"
"With all pleasure, my lady."
He placed me on his bed lying beside me kissing my knuckles.
"In that case I can do this..?" I said pulling him upon me by his collarar
"Waoohh okay, you can even do this.." he said by moving his lips towards mine but I flinched.
"Ouch..!!" I fell on my floor ouch. My head it hurts.
"Why were you smiling in your sleep?" My mother asked.
"What? Mom?" I was dreaming? Of course I didn't say the dream part aloud or else I would have had to spill every bean of it.
Its 8'o clock you need to have your dinner.
"What its eight? I haven't done any assignments! God! No!"
" I will come you go" surprisingly my mom left.
Why did she woke me up? I was having such a nice time with..nice dream with Arjun.
That was a dream? I feel so disappointed. Wait. Why do I feel disappointed. I hate him right? Right! I can never give him the satisfaction.
But I at least my dreams are that one safe place where I can admit my feelings.
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I pulled her close by her waist making her swoon by my moves. She seemed shocked but I don't care anymore. I pulled her neck closer and kissed her passionately. She didn't seem to mind and so did I...
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