The Girl I Cheated On

Chapter 11. What happened to you

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I pulled her close by her waist making her swoon by my moves. She seemed shocked but I don't care anymore. I pulled her neck closer and kissed her passionately. She didn't seem to mind and so did I.

It started slow and now my hormones are not in my control. I pushed her to the wall and sucked every inch of her neck. Her skin is so smooth. I want to touch her all over. But I need more bear.

I pulled away and gulped half of it from the bottle which I had on my left hand this whole time. Is it third or forth bottle? I don't really remember I am so drunk. But who cares. I'll do what I want, kiss whom I want. And this sluty red lipstick girl doesnt seem to mind. She was all over me on the dance floor. I guess this is what she wants. To have some fun.

Girls, always the same. Even Riya is same. She seems like she never loved me. She seems so cold towards my feelings.

She is too busy with somebody else these days. She has her dush friend Abhish with her. I saw her yesterday with him again. Guess she didn't get it when I warned her. If she is gonna be with him then okay she can do what ever she wants to do. I will now not even think about her. I will not care anymore. I will not love her anymore. If she wants him. Then I will show her that I wont care about her anymore. I am sure this wont affect her but still it should a little.

Oh god I am so in love with her I cannot see her with somebody else but me. I can't even see her with me look at my condition. I am here touching and kissing some other girl wishing it to be her but how will she feel when she sees me like this. Hurt? I hope she be hurt. Just like I was yesterday. I was hurt to see her. I was hurt that she moved on but I couldn't

Whenever I look at her I feel like I will loose it. I will loose all the control on my feelings and just hug her and keep her with me all the time. But what she does is repel me. Like I am some kind of insect. It seems like....like she never loved me. I wish this woman here was Riya and I could touch her hair and breath in her skin and she wouldn't mind. I want to cry in her hair and let her stroke my head with her soft hands and tell me that she loves me the way I love her. I wish I could be with her.. for one moment at least. I want to loose this control which I have on me everytime I see her. But I am just afraid that she wont feel the same way. Because its too late I broke her heart. When I realised that what I was doing with her was wrong because she is such a nice person I wanted to keep her from my kind of guy. I will always keep her away from my kind of a guy. She should be with someone who is honest with her. Abhish is just not right I know. I wish I was honest with her but I was too naive to understand that she is different. She is nothing like all the other girls I dated before. I never knew I will crave for this girl one day. If I knew I would have been honest with her from day one. Its all my fault.

When I said I was cheating on her she didn't believe me. Instead she cried for me to stay. That time I should have listened to her. I thought it will be easy to forget her after all it was for her own good. But since that day I have been trying to forget and move on. But that day when I saw her in college I was trilled to see her. But it was not the case with her. She didn't react. Like she didn't care.

So why should I care? I will go back to what I was before her. I am the most carefree person alive. And I party hard, get drunk and use people. And sometimes even get used.

" Go easy boy, you are already drunk" said the red lipstick girl.

"And you are who? Emm who are you ? " man I am drunk.

This girl seems pissed off. She pushed me by my chest and suddenly just stomped off. What was wrong with that girl. Wait whom I was kissing again?

"ARJUN?" Someone called my name when I turned it was my buddy Madhav.

"Madhav? Nooooo I wasn't kissing you was I? Hell no. Yeww. How can you let me. Am I gay now???"

"Dude your not gay you are so drunk. Let me get you home."

"No way Madhav you are gonna take advantage of me? Never thought of you this way."

"Shut up. You didn't kiss me you kissed Shushmita that Shush. Remember? What the hell is wrong with you dude? Once day you behave like you are madly in love with one girl and the next day you kiss somebody else? What happened to you man? You are not the same person I knew. Whom have you evolve into?"

"Shushmita."

"What?"

"Thats why she was so mad at me. I forgot after I took a sip.ohh"

"Are you even listening to me?"

" Lets go home you are too drunk."

"No. We aren't going home. I need to see someone. Now."

°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°° Riya's P. O. V°°°°°°°°°°°°°°

My father was about to come late today so we decided to have our dinner he said he will eat out side.

My mom will as usual wait for him to come so she decided not to have food. I and Ahaan was having our dinner when my phone started ringing.

"Who is it?" Asked my mother.

"Let me check.

Umm it's...it's Abhish he needed some thing I will just come. Excuse me."

I ran upstairs to my room. My heart was pounding. I never expected this person's call. He hadn't called since.....since he brokeup. Why would he call me.

I shut the door of my room and just stared at my screen which showed *Arjun calling *

I was unable to decide whether to pick it up or not. I thought I should. I held the green symbol and the call ended. I waited too long. I didn't ring again for almost 60 seconds. It rang again and I picked after two or three rings. My legs were shaking with fear I don't know why.

I reached the phone to my ear and whispered .."..hello"

I was dead nervous right now. Even when I see him almost everyday in college.

I thing I heard someone's hiccups from the other side.

"Who is this?" I asked even though I knew who it was.

"......I am outside your house."

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