The Girl I Cheated On

Chapter 12. Love. Pain. Alcohol

Riya's P. O. V

"Who is this?" I asked even though I knew who it was.

"......I am outside your house."

NO.

NOOOOOO...nonononono... oh god oh god oh god my mom is in the hall what if she sees him. What am I gonna say to her. Help me.

Calm down Riya Calm down.

*Deep Breaths*

Stay strong Riya. He doesn't care about you. You cannot let him know you still do.

" Why?" Talking less is the best thing I can do right now.

Did he hear me? Or should I say it again?

Duhh say something.

"....Come....you shou..umm come outside." Hiccups "I want to see you" hiccups.

Whats wrong with him?

Is he okay? I peeked out side the window I saw a red rover parked on the other side of the road from my main entrance. I saw someone peeking out from the car but it wasn't Arjun. It was dark out side I couldn't see anything clearly but I was sure it wasn't Arjun. He must be sitting beside him. I want to see him. I am worried now. Why did he sound like that. Did he met with an accident? What happened? Is everything okay with him?

" Are you hurt?"

" yeah. I..he" he burst into what seemed like a cry. "Come out please. I want your help."

Why is he crying. Oh god what happened. I should go see him. He is such a careless person. He drives terribly. He must have broken his limb or something.

I was about to open the door when my mom knocked. She asked me to go and finish my dinner. How should I tell her I lost my appetite. She said she was taking Ahaan to sleep. This was the opportunity to meet him.

I opened the front gate with little sound and sneaked outside.

My pace began to slow when I saw the other door open. I saw a hand placed on the door and then he himself came out side. I took a breath which I have been holding for so long. He looked terrible and weak. He couldn't even stand properly. He stumbled and I ran towards him.

"ARJUN" I shouted in panic and held his hand and helped him stand. He started laughing. WHAT? He is laughing. I thought he was hurt and was crying. Is it some kind of joke. Is he now making fun of me?

"My baby is here.." he exclaimed in joy and put his hand around my shoulder. He tried to hug me and then he started crying.

Whats wrong with him? He is behaving so wierd and whats with the touch every time he meets me? He should really stop touching me. He has no right on me. I am so angry right now. First he said he was hurt and was crying and now he is laughing I feel like he is laughing at me.

"Whats wrong with you?" I was continously fighting his touch but his grip was incredibly strong this time. He was in no mood to let go. His tears were dripping on me profusely and it was melting me. He nuzzled his nose on my shoulder and took a deep breath as if he was feeling my presence. As if he was consuming the feeling of being with him. He seemed so much into me. Okay now my anger has started to fade. Wow this man has such effect on my feelings. I cannot see a man cry. It melts me from inside. And when that man is someone who has my heart it breaks me from inside when I see him hurt. But no I am strong. I wont let him melt me this easily.

"Arjun. Let go of me." I tried to keep my voice strong but it was cracking and tears started to drip from my eyes. My actions were against my words. I wrapped my arms around him. I was feeling the same way I felt in the dream. I wanted to seize this moment.

"NO. Why? Why do you want me to let you go? why?" His grip was tighter. I could not control myself. I dipped my face in his chest and burst all the tears which I have been holding all this while.

"Shshh babydoll don't cry. Don't cry. Dont cry." He stroked my head gently that was when I came back into my senses. It was what he said in the dream today. Is it a dream again? I looked at him suspiciously. I pushed him away. This was real. He was shocked by my changed behaviour. Then I saw the bottle. Oh now I know why he is here.

"You are drunk! Or else you wouldn't have been here. You are god damn drunk."

I stoked my head. How can I be so careless. I saw his condition. He was not even able to stand on his own feet how can I trust his words and actions.

"Why do I even trust you for a second. Go away. Just go away Arjun. You can never change. You are the same freaking spoiled brat you have always been. You don't care about me. If you did you wouldn't have left me in that state. You are here for amusement. You are here to have fun with me just like you do with any other girl. You can never change." I was crying and shouting at him at the same time. He was shocked and angry at my changed behaviour.

"What? Thats what you think about me? You know what you are right. I cannot care and I can never change I agree. But you have. It was as easy for you to forget our relationship. Wasn't it? Thats why you have been roaming around with your new boyfriend?" He spoke with such hate that more then his words I was hurt by the way he spoke. He changed his tone towards me in seconds.

"Boyfriend? Yes he is my boyfriend. Why is it bothering you so much?" I lied. I wanted to know what exactly he is feeling.

"I knew it. I knew it. That bastered. He always had an eye on you." He said more to himself then to me.

"You cannot love somebody else. Do you understand?" Said he.

"Why not?" I wanted him to tell me because he loves me. He wants me.

Arjun's P. O. V

I asked madhav to park outside. I am still deciding should I go inside or should I call her out side. I am in no condition to climb the balcony right now. So I decided to call her.

I never called her after our breakup. Its been so long I feel weird calling her. I somehow pressed the call button on my phone and my whole body felt numb. Will she pick it up?

The phone is ringing. I think she is still avoiding me. 2 rings 3 rings and no response. I think I should go back home. "Dude, I think she hates me."

"She should. Give it one more try." Said Madhav.

I tried one more time and a few moments later she picked my call.

"..hello" she said. I was numb. All the love was in my stomach busting. Hearing her voice was all I wanted at this moment. This girl has so much effect on me. Baby I have come to see you. Come outside my love.

I think I was in trance. "Say it aloud dude" Madhav nudged me.

" I am out side your house." I am curious how would she react? She will be so happy to know I bet.

"Why" was all she said.

Why!

Even I don't know why I am here. I am here to stay with you. Forever. To be with you forever. To breath in your presence. To have you in my arms. To nuzzle in your neck. To squeeze you in my arms. To feel your skin. To have deep kisses. To make you breathless. And many things more... What can I say. You ask why. I thought you would be happy baby but instead you ask me why. I was right. You don't care anymore. You arent happy to hear from me. This makes me sad. It makes me kill myself. You used to worry about me so much. Please be my girl again be my love again. Come to me again. Love me again. Just come. Her single word left me so much of diappointment. I cannot control my tears anymore.

"....Come....you shou..umm come outside." *Hiccups* "I want to see you" *hiccups* Come to me please say yes say yes..

I hope she comes to me. We waited for a few minutes.

"She is here" said Madhav. And I peeked out side she was in a white salwar kamiz. Her beautiful dupatta was half draped on her body. Half of it was falling off her as if she was in hurry. She looked breathless. I was so happy to see her. I went outside. I want her now. She ran towards me and held me. Then I realised I was about to fall. Always the caring one. I felt so happy at her gesture. I laughed in amusement and then I hugged her so tight as if she was my last breath. I cried like a child in her arms. Partially because of the pain, partially because of the love and partially because of the alcohol. A dangerous combination.

She is behaving so weird. One moment she tells me to go away and at one moment she hugs me. I think she is in delimma.

And when addressed Abhish as her boyfriend. She did not protest. Instead she accepted the fact.

"I knew it. I knew it. That bastered. He always had an eye on you." I cannot take this anymore. No. Nonononono you can't love some body else.

" You cannot love somebody else do you understand?" I screamed.

"Why not?" Her eyes was filled with tears. I know its all my fault. I shouldnt have left her in first place. If anybody can take care of her its me. I don't want any other girl I just want her. One. Perfect. Girl. Forever.

I pulled her by her hand and tugged her waist in mine. She was breathing heavily. "Because.."

She was staring at my lips which was inches close to mine. "Because?" She asked. I pulled her lips into mine. Our lips were tugged into each other sucking and breathing deep in that moment. No one can match this intensity. The love we have for each other was pouring into each other. I kissed her so passionately that she would never forget for her life. It was getting deep so much deep that I was afraid that I might suffocate her. I kissed her cheeks and travelled to her neck. She was breathing so heavily but my grip on her waist was still tight. Her hands were on my chest turning is on more than I could ever be. Her soft skin around her neck smelled so good. I kissed her hard there and all around her. I want to love every inch of her body. I want her. Now. I pulled away to look at her angelic face. Her beautiful eyes. Her lips her beautiful soul. Everything. I want to be in her presence all the time. She stared at me. She was now folding her arms around my neck.

"Because you are mine."

She smiled and then stared at my lips which swelled by the kiss. She gently pulled my lips towards her and started kissing me gently. She was so gentle yet passionate. We kissed for so long we couldn't even remember. This day could never have been better.

A/N

What do you think about this chapter? Do you thing its was right to kiss at this moment?

What will happen next? Any guesses?