The Girl I Cheated On

Chapter 8 The Fight

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I can't believe her. She just stormed off. How could she do this. She was never like this. There were few things which really surprised me about this whole new Riya.

I saw how easy it was for her yesterday to ignore me. I can't believe I gave up on us to save her for this? That freaking Abhish guy?

I am not gonna let this happen. If she thinks she can get be with whomsoever she wants to be then she is wrong. She has to be with the right person. Abhish just don't seem right to me. I mean he..he has always..I mean he never..oh god why can't I reason? Let me think why he is not right for her. Because he is just not right. He has never been in a relationship. Does that single fact make someone a better person? I dont think so. He is jealous kind of a guy. Yeah he is. Is that reason enough to say that he is not right for Riya? Or is it just my insecurity speaking?

Whatever it is she needs to be with someone else. I can't stand him with Riya.

All this makes me wonder what would be the right guy for her? Umm!!!

Someone who will be honest to her? Unlike me. Who is not capable of being honest. Uhhh I am a duche.

What about someone who is extra caring, lovable, honest, someone who would make her laugh. Because she has this really beautiful laugh. But does all these qualities exists in one person? (A/N : comment and tell me what you think). I hope it does. Because I am gonna find such man for my darling so that she would remain happy ever after. I just want her to be happy. I am not capable of doing that so I will find someone who would be just right for her.

Thinking this I went to one of my friend's house to smokeup.

"Have you lost your mind?" Said Madhav.

"Why whats wrong in it?"

"Dude you left her crying and begging for you to come back just because you thought you are not the right person for her."

I nodded.

"You told her everything about your affairs during your relationship with her and she still wanted to be with you."

"She doesn't know what is right for her." I added.

" and now you'r saying you will not let her be with anybody but someone you choose?" Madhav asked with are-you-out-of-your-mind look.

"Can't you tell with the choice of her first boyfriend that how smart she is in judging and choosing people?"

"Do whatever you want dude just don't end up recommending yourself."

"I wont. I know I am not the right person." I said with a sadestic look on my face.

With that conversation I took the last puff of my cigarate and took by bike keys and rode to college.

There she was beautiful as ever. She was parking her scooty on campus. I rode my bike towards her and blocked her way while I parked my bike beside her scooty.

She stiffed. I could say she was nervous. She tried to make her way out when I again stopped her this time with me standing in front of her.

"Get out of my way everybody is watching" she whispered with anger when I realised everyone had their eyes on us. The girl with red lipstick too was their and was really fascinated with what was happening.

"Can I hold your bag." I offered with a puppy face.

"What?!" She asked confused.

"If you don't want to create a scene just let me hold your bag and walk with me. Everyboy is watching sweetheart." I teased.

"Stop dreaming. I am not gonna walk with you." Saying this she pushed me off and started walking away.

Okay. Now I feel humiliated.

I increased my pace and soon I was beside her. I pulled her hand to hold it tighter and placed it near my chest feeling her presence while walking. She struggled to pull it off but I didn't let her. I am not gonna be easy baby. She eventually gave up.

"What are you up to?" She asked grinding her teeth in anger. She sure hates me. :(

"I should be asking you this" I pouted

"What am I up to?" Really? didnt she remember? About earlier yesterday how she held Abhish's hand in front of me and trailed off?

" What were you doing with Abhish earlier yesterday? "

"Thats non of your business.."

Now this is making me loose my mind. Everything related to her was my business and will be. Can't she be a little nice to me considering I even offered to hold her bag how polite I was.

I started fuming with anger. I pulled her and clutched her to the wall and blocked her way with both my arms.

"That is my business. And if you thing your gonna hangout with a guy like him then you are wrong. We may not be together but I wont see you ruin your life in front of me. You are not going to date Abhish. You understand this or I will ruin his life." I threatened her. Though I shouldn't have but I did. I could control my anger.

This was probably the worst thing I could do to her. Oh crap. Did I say something wrong. I mimidiately regretted the things I said.

She is gonna hate me more now.

How should I fix this?

"What makes you think you have this much control over me? I will do what I want, date whoever I want. You are nobody to stop me. Besides Abhish is my friend and even if I started dating him you shouldn't care.

We both know how much you care so stop pretending." She was REALLY ANGRY. He was her friend.

I screwed up again.

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Hy guys,

What do you have to say about today's update?

P.S. : Arjun screwed up again