Two wrongs make it right

The scary thing about feelings

****Ben's pov

The sunlight streaming through the window wakes me. I realise I have Kara asleep in my arms. I have never felt so completed. At least this time she knows its me and that other i***t doesn't get credit.

I watch her peacefully snoring. Her hair everywhere. I can't escape even if I want to.

Her breathing slow and relaxed.

All I hope I'd this stuff with her ex is over soon. She is string but how much can one person take before they break.

My arm is numb, I'm sure I had pins and needles in the middle of the night but I have fought the urge to move so bad.

I stare at the ceiling for a moment. I don't know what to do from here. So far when I try to do something to help her I make things worse.

OH WHAT IF THIS MAKES THINGS WORSE.

I calm my thoughts.

I feel her stirring. I turn my face to her to watch her wake up. I can't help the stupid smile on my face. I am hooked.

Her eyes flutter open and she smiles at me. It's the cutest site. My heart hammers in my chest. She pushes herself up to my lips kissing me. Okay so it's not just grieving.

She runs her hands over my chest. I can't get enough of feeling her touch.

I pull her in as close as I can. I hear a little squeak come from her as I squeeze her to me.

She grins at me.

"Unfortunately I can't stay in bed all day" I kiss her forehead.

"But it's so comfy" Kara whines.

"I told Tristan I'd help him" I really can't bail.

"Five more minutes?" Kara whines.

I feel my d**k rock hard. Morning wood I smirk at Kara maybe it can be morning glory.

I push myself ontop of Kara and rest on my elbows. She giggles. The sound doesn't help me any at all.

She pulls my head in and kisses passionately as her legs wrap around me pulling me close. I pull away and nibble down her neck.

I feel one of her hands move down our bodies and grab my shaft. She directs me in. My tip can feel the moisture inviting me in like a warm bed on a cold day.

I push in listening to her moan as I go all the way to the hilt.

She grips me a little tighter with her legs.

I leave a love bite on her neck and then start pumping. It feels amazing. I can't hold back the groans coming from me.

I start to tune into the moans escaping her beautiful lips. I want to make this feel amazing I start pushing harder. Her finger nails dig into my skin. It's a blissful pain. I feel her legs tighten as her walls tighten around me.

I dont last much longer and She squeezes me rhythmically with an orgasm. The moan she releases pushes me to spill out into her. I feel myself twitch against her Walls.

I lower myself ontop of her wrapping my arms around her touching her face with one hand and the other under her shoulders. She runs her fingers down my shoulders softly.

I slowly get off her and lay on the otherside of the bed. She cuddles me again drawing on my chest.

"I need a shower" Kara breaks the silence.

"Same, I now stink of s*x and sweat" I laugh.

She giggles and gets up. I run my fingers down her back as she puts clothes on and grabs things for a shower.

****Kara's Pov

I dont regret it at all. I haven't felt so good.

I steam up the bathroom. I enjoy my lava hot showers.

I get out and put on a nice pair of underwear and tights with a loose t-shirt. I think I need all the breathing room I can get today.

I walk out of the bathroom with my wet hair hanging down and find Ben on the phone in the kitchen.

He turns to me with a cup of coffee I'm hand and smiles at me.

"Yes, I am coming"

The muffled sounds of a voice on the other end.

"Oh, hang on" Ben takes the phone away from his face and pushes a button and sits it on the table.

"Okay Tristan, your on speaker and Kara is here"

"Hey Kara, Sorry I had to leave early"

"It's okay, I'll get Ben to make me breakfast" I smile at Ben.

"So, I don't want to get you excited" Tristans voice echo's around the kitchen. "I had a look at what happened at yours last night"

"okay" I try hard not to think about it.

"The dog didn't have the mowhawk like Bruno"

My heart starts beating fast .

"So he may be alive still?" I sound excited.

Ben smiles at me and nods.

"Yes, there is a possibility"

I run to Ben and hug him not thinking about my coffee. I wrap my hands around him spilling hot coffee on his left hip.

Ben jumps back and I feel awful.

"I'm so sorry" I stand there devastated

"Tristan I will see you soon" Ben grabs the phone.

"Okay see you soon" Ben hangs up the phone.

"I'll go have a shower" Ben declares. I'm unsure if I upset him or if it's just the hot coffee.

Ben walks out of the room I deflate on a chair in the kitchen.

I am happy that there's a possibility Bruno is still alive. I am sad that I just scolded Ben.

Before I can finish reflecting I feel his fingers under my chin. Ben lifts my head so I am looking up into his eyes. He leans down and kisses me. It's a touching small kiss just a small moment. But there is alot of feeling.

Ben rushes off to shower.

It makes me feel good for today.

****Tristan's Pov

I sit in the office surrounded by paperwork. I don't even know what to do with most of this. Ben did some of it. I decide to stick to what I know and run through the pays. I must look after my boys.

Rob the young mechanic comes into the office pulling me from paperwork.

"Can I get your help with the Volvo?" Rob was fresh out of school. Young skinny kid with dirty brown hair. He had a great work ethic.

I get out of the office to see Ben skip into the workshop. Like he is a happy little school girl.

I heard what went on last night. I had hopes it would be me she'd choose but she choose Ben.

"Wow you look lighter" I smirk at Ben. His cheeks warm a little and he smiles at me.

"I'll start in the office" Ben avoids my dig. I follow Ben around.

"Whens she moving in?"

"Tristan stop it" Ben knows I won't give up.

I smile Ben catches it. "Fine, what do you want to know?" Ben Shuffles into the office.

"For starters, Where is she?"

"She went for a walk. The trial is on"

"So what happened? I thought she wasn't going to see anyone?"

Ben smirks at me "I guess I'm not just anyone"

"Oh ha ha ha" I punch Ben in the arm for being a jerk.

"What's wrong little brother jealous?" This question had me. Kara is beautiful and fun. I can't lie to myself I do have feelings for her but I am happy for Ben. He deserves happiness.

"No, just worried because she is out of your league" I joke with him. His smile gets bigger.

"I know"

"Well it's about time you were happy" Ben sits in my chair.

"I'm gonna get the paperwork sorted, you get the shop on track" Ben orders.

I nod my head and get back to the young kid. We get to work on the car. I loose track of time with the young guy. It's not hard when teaching.

I look up to Rob after changing Rotors and see he has stopped and so has Frank. The older guy on the payroll. He mostly sticks to himself. I look at what they are staring at.

It's a girl. I put my tools down and walk towards her. As I get closer I can see who it is. Kara is wearing tights and a loose t-shirt but still looks amazing.

She perks up when she see me. She hugs me. I can't help but return the affection.

"Ben's in the office" I let her go. She smiles at me. It seems both of them are in a better mood today.

Kara walks into the office.

*****Kara's Pov

As I step in Ben looks up at me and fumbles. He tries to stand knocking paperwork everywhere. I just stand back and laugh.

Ben eventually gets himself straight. He stands up I walk around the files up to Ben and cuddle into him. He wraps his arms around me and puts his head on my shoulder his face against my neck.

I turn my face to him. Our lips meet, I feel him pull me closer. My heart begins racing. My hands automatically wonder down his arms and up his chest, around his neck.

His hands start moving as our kiss intensifies. We hear a throat clear behind me. Ben's hands don't move he is like a deer caught in headlights. He is frozen. I turn a little to see Tristan. I step back from Ben.

"Sorry" I apologise to Tristan instantly.

"I have alot of work to get done" Ben states.

"I will go home" I look down .

"Will you be over tonight?" Tristan pulls my attention from the floor.

"Yes, What time is dinner?" I look at Tristan.

"Six" Tristan smiles, it's a knowing smile.

It makes me blush Ben leans in and kisses me gently.

I leave the shop promptly. I walk to the police station to see if they have finished investigating what happened at home.

I walk in to see Marah behind the counter with a receptionist next to her. She sees me and makes eye contact. She waves me over.

I walk up to her and she pulls my key out of her pocket. She doesn't say anything she just smiles and walks off.

I believe that the house has been dusted.

I stick to walking. I take the hour walk home. It helps me clear my head and think.

I make it home to see the mess. Blood and black dust everywhere.

I spent the day cleaning. My phone dings at five.

It's Ben.

are you still coming around?

I reply

of course, see you soon just finishing up.

Ben

xo

He keeps it simple and sweet. I smile and finish up cleaning. I quickly clean myself up and change. I choose a tight black dress that goes to my knees with a square neck showing cleavage.

I walk around to the boys place. I'm greeted with Ben on the front step with a bouquet of flowers dressed with a collared shirt and a pair of jeans.

He stands up from the steps and hands me the flowers.

"You looks amazing" Ben smiles.

"Thanks" I blush I can feel the heat in my cheeks.

His hand runs up my right arm lightly sending chills down my arm.

He walks me inside and we sit at the table. Tristan walks into the kitchen dressed in a clean shirt and jeans. I hold in my chuckle.

"Is this a date?" I can't help it.

Both Tristan and Ben blush.

"Nn.. no" Tristan Stumbles "It's just a nice dinner" He smiles looking at me quickly then at Ben.

Tristan sniffles like he can smell something.

Ben copies they both look shocked.

I sniff the air something smells burnt.

Tristan quickly pulls something out of the oven.

"So dinner is charcoal?" I giggle.

"Dude, I thought you had this" Ben state to Tristan.

"I did" Tristan sounds deflated.

I laugh, I can't hold it back. Both Ben and Tristan stare at me like I have grown three heads.

"I'm down for pizza" I hope this can cheer the boys up they seem very strung out.

They seem to nod at each other.

"I'll order" Tristan announces.

"Wanna watch a movie while we wait?"

I can't help but notice his eyes raking over my body.

"You just want me alone in the dark" I smile at him.

I stand up and tuck my chair under the table. Ben stands up. He pulls me into his chest his hands on my hips. His fingers sending goosebumps all over my body. I shiver a bit at the tickling sensation.

I arch my back pushing myself against Ben.

"Ben I ordered you a coke" Tristans voice broke our trance.

"Why?" I look puzzled at Both Tristan and Ben.

Ben chuckles with his hand still on my back holding me to him.

"He's thirsty" Tristan explains.

"Oh" I chuckle. Ben's face blushes. His hand starts rubbing my back.

I look at Ben "Movie?" he leans down and Kisses me lips gently.

"You pick one?" Ben whispers.

"Justice league" I smile remembering him watching a hero movie.

Ben smiles "What ever you like" We stare into each other's eyes. I feel like I can see him for the first time.

I pull away from Ben and make my way to the lounge room. I drop onto the lounge.

Ben and Tristan follow. I stare at the tv as they shift through streaming services to find the movie.

Tristan has the remote and Ben is arguing with him.

I kick my shoes off and bring my feet up. Ben watches and stops arguing with Tristan. He takes a few moments then sits himself next to me putting his arm around me pulling me close. My head rests on his shoulder. For the first time in years I feel content. I sigh and smile snuggling into Ben.

Tristan quickly picks another movie unable to find the one I picked.

"Drinks?" Tristan asks before he sits.

"Yes please" I answer.

"Beer thanks" Ben answers not moving from his spot.

"Beer or wine?" Tristan looks at me.

"Wine?" I smile looking from Tristan to Ben.

"It was Tristans idea, We got moscato" I look at Tristan and he blushes.

"That's so sweet" I take a moment "You guys have really gone all out for me what's going on?" I can't help but feel suspicious.

I have not known these guys long but they have helped me alot.

"Nothing" Tristan and Ben answer at the same time.

Tristan walks out of the room.

I tune out while Ben draws soft circles on my waist where his hand sits.

Tristan hands me a glass of moscato and Ben a beer. He then falls into a chair and opens his beer.

It seems just the perfect night with these two.

I just wish Bruno was here.

We eat pizza and drink into the night. Ben has quite a few beers under his belt when I decide to go home.

"I will... walk.. you" Ben slurs a little.

I dont know why but I can't help but agree.

"Okay" Ben puts his hand in mine carrying my shoes for me. "Thanks Tristan".

We walk to my house hand in hand. Ben comes inside and we both go to my bed. I snuggle up next to him.

He hold me close. We don't get s****l but we just cuddle.

Ben rolls onto his back so I lay my head on his chest and listen to his heart beat.

"Ben?"

"mmm" his sleepy humm warms me.

"when you were climbing through the window"

Ben's hesd lifts slightly "What about it?"

"did you plan to ever talk to me?"

Ben is silent.

"I wanted to, But I couldn't intervene" Ben is quite for a moment and takes in a slow breath "I didn't know he was hurting you, if I did I would have done something" I can hear a protective sense in his voice.

I kiss his cheek and snuggle down as we drift off.

I startle to a banging sound at the front door. Someone's knocking. I sit up and Ben is asleep still. He's no longer snoring.

I gently get out of bed trying not to wake Ben. I slide off the edge and stand on the cold floor. I tip toe down the hallway. The knocking on the door happens again. I try to walk faster to stop the sound quicker.

I get to the door.

I dont open the door. I know the only protection I have between myself and the rest of the world is this flimsy door.

"who is it?" I have a hand on the door.

I am ready to open it or step away.

"We're your neighbours" They call. I feel uncomfortable. My stomach doesn't feel okay with this. I keep the door closed.

"we have your dog" They call. My heart beats fast. I feel excited.

I see Ben's shadow in the hallway. He's just flown the front of my room.

I unlock the door so fast and step out with a big smile on my face. it's pitch black and not even my street light is on. I am away from the door and hands grab me.

I manage to get a squeel out before something hard hits my head and it's all black.