I woke to the constant sound of beeping echoing through my ears. I peeled my eyes open, only to close them because of the bright light. I felt something heavy on my hand as I slowly peeled my eyes open. I ran my other hand through the soft curls on the top of the familiar head. “Josh,” I mumbled, running my fingers down the back of his head. He didn’t answer, so I laid my head back on the pillow and stared at the ceiling. I lost my baby. I thought as I silently sobbed, trying not to wake Josh. The door swung open, and Bethany came walking through the door, pushing a stroller in front of her. The silent sobs I was trying to keep intact suddenly burst and became full-on hysterics. The last thing I remember is that Bethany was taken somewhere else by Michael. I felt my body tense at the tho

