Secret Heart

Sure you can meet someone randomly and date them but I long for that one woman to treat me right. All I heard when I was growing up was treat a woman with absolute care. I haven't had much time to get that through my stubborn head but I think I've started to understand it more and more. My name is Spencer and I work your normal 9 to 5 average job. My luck on the dating scene has been that of some real bad luck. Somehow I just keep fumbling and having the worst time with meeting women. For example last week I was at my favorite coffee shop "River roasters café" and seen this woman who I thought was absolutely beautiful. Long brown hair and wore this amazing perfume that smelled so good. "Excuse me ma'am but what is that lovely scent" I asked politely. "Oh I'm sorry I'm on the phone with my husband" she replied. I'm always falling for the married women it seems. My only experience with even being close was in high school with my ex girlfriend. We was at our high school prom and went in the gym locker room and made out for a good while. "Abigail are you sure we're not rushing in?" I asked nervously "Seriously if you're wanting to keep it up you have to be more confident and comfortable with doing this" she responded back quickly.