I flared up at his question "How dare you say that, are you questioning my love for him?"
My tears began to flow vigorously "Off course I feel guilty for him but that doesn't mean that I didn't love him. It was because of me that he died and I have been dying inside with that thought everyday wishing for death to come and swallow me. The only reason I am alive is because this life is given by him and I can not do any harm to it. Now I have decided that I will take the revenge for him and then die peacefully."
James smiled "How long are you going to do this to yourself, he didn't save you because he wanted you to blame yourself. You did love him but all you feel now is guilt moreover if he was here, would he be happy to see you like this, you could live happily at least for him."
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