Do you love me? Yes! or No!

…………! What……kind……of…..FUCKED UP LIFE IS THIS!!? Ugh, When I thought I was gonna get my paycheck in that shithole of a restaurant that's when I got a fever, not just any fever but a FUCKING.....! Ugh…., sigh…… ... Like me making all this fuss is gonna light up my head. What a mess…. And worst case scenario…… I won't exactly call it a scenario, but anyways. Why the f**k, am I in a hospital. Is just a silly fever………is not like I'm sick on anything, my temperature just raised up a little bit. I then rolled my eyes. ("Go to the hospital this instinct!.") Who gave him such audacity. I then got misdirected from my mischievous thoughts with the knock on the door. Sigh "Come in" I said. It was the nurse whom came to check my temperature. What the hell is this skinny ass doing here? Is not like I'm ill or anything, I'm just rejuvenating myself. "Ugh," then I rolled my eyes, I can bet a million bucks that I have wey thicker ass than she does….. even if I don't have much of an ass. I thought so smirking. "How are you feeling miss Emma?" Trying to be nice, ay....."I'm okay....!" I said sarcastically with an obviously irritable smile. She smiled back, checked my temp and some other stuff and Walked out. I then laid on the bed still thinking about my pay check. "Whatever......." sigh, is not like the paycheck's going anywhere. When I'm outta here, the first thing I'm gonna do is go straight to my bosses office and get my pay check. I breathe heavily "Hmph…......., finally! finally!!" I said in an emotional tone. "I will be able to pay my rentals and assist in my Mom's treatment." A sad smile then cripped its way up to my face as my mom was in the second stage of hepatitis B. "God! I'm not sure I can bear the pain of losing my mom. Not now..., please, not now." I mumbled with Tears rolling down my cheeks as I thought of my mother's condition. —------------------------------------------------------ Chirp…chirp……."What lovely weather." ….Can't believe I'm finally out of prison, and by prison of course I mean that darn hospital. It's so suffocating in there. I turned around to look at the building. "f**k you🖕" Did I really lived in this thing. I then smirk and walked away egotistically. ".....Well, whatever that's not my burden no more. Now, is time to go get my paycheck." I whispered to myself, as if I've got a million dollar check ✔️ waiting for me ****************** "You're fired!!” My boss said ~~~~~~.!? Wait wait wait!!!! This isn't a million dollar check!?..........Like hell….!!, is not even worth a f*****g dollar.(eyes twitching in annoyance) What the heck, is this supposed to be a joke. Well, it's not funny. "What!...... Sorry……uhm….. I'm not sure I heard-" I was cut off "you're fired, miss Emma. 'F-I-R-E-D' FAR–YARD!" Ok....ok just wait a minute "You can leave now, we will forward your payment for the time you worked with us. Have a nice day!" He said while looking at his computer. Hahahahaha…… am I so worthless that he won't even look at my face…… No no no! He has to be kidding right? Someone should please tell me his kidding! Ok….his kidding…….. LIKE HELL HIS KIDDING, HIS AS SERIOUS AS f**k!! God, am I just gonna leave like this. He thinks he can fire 'EMMA MIST' and leave unschatted……well, he is my boss…… NO! He was my boss, but he ain't that no more. An evil, creepy, demonic smile smuggled onto my face… "So ... .you're telling me 'I'm fired?’" I asked. He shaked his head "NO! I'm not saying you're fired……why don't you take a seat and we discuss of your next months workmanship" he said sarcastically I then readjusted the seat, as I was about to seat…. "…..you actually want to sit?" Sigh He shook his head in disappoinent. "Children of nowadays all lack courtesy and common sense. Very stupid." Huhhhh, did this old dude just question me about courtesy? What a joke. "Wasn't I supposed to?" I said pretending confused with an innocent smile on my face. "NO!!" He shouted in a stern voice. "You know what, just leave my office. Please!" There's no f*****g way I'm just gonna smile and tell him good day, and that's it…… I'm gonna leverage off this moment and give this pot belly a large piece of my frustration, I then giggled "What's funny?" he asked Do you really want to know what's funny? Well, I hope you embrace yourself 'cause I'm lashing out everything at this very moment, right here!! and right now!! "Sir!, with all due respect……" I then took a deep breath "you stink" his eyes widened in shock. "What did-" I cut him off and said "you're an asshole…..you think I'll forget how you tried to that thing the other day……" —(N/B :- she don't know what to say, so she's just babbling nonsense)--- "Young lady!!!! Watch your mouth!" He said with a stern tone. This is rather interesting….. "......You know what……fuck being fired, I f*****g QUIT!!!!" This fells really good "Have a nice day. And don't forget to send me my payment. Thanks" I said while leaving the office with a face full of satisfaction. Serves you right. I then walked out of the building shruggingly "OH MY GAWDD!!!" I can't believe I said that. It really is enthusiastic to say what you think. I giggled slightly. I f*****g loved it…….., the looked on his face was to die for. I then giggled mischievously Well, I can't just keep beating around the bush, tomorrow morning we're looking for a job. Right now is time to celebrate my loss. My expression changed as I let off a sigh “I seriously hope I find a job tomorrow." I mumbled to myself. The alert that came from my phone distracted me "sweet!!" It was my payment from my past job, he even sent me a bonus. This kinda makes me feel bad for telling him that, not that I can change the past. How unfortunate…… Now, I can finally take care of Moms Meds. So, anyway, what else is there to do. I've been working my whole life I don't know what to do with my free time. It seems like there's really nothing to do. I've just been roaming about doing nothing. Woah, time sure does fly. Is already 6pm. I then looked up, "what lovely weather today is." I then breath in deeply. …….hmphhh…..why don't we go have a drink, in celebration for the loss of my job. On my way home from the bar, I wasn't drunk and I wasn't not drunk either. A young middle aged man ran from the alley and bumped into me. He had black sprinkling hair……….. Well, that's all I can remember, since I literally died, and by die I mean passed out. So……..WHY THE f**k ARE MY IN A HOTEL?!!! And that smell (sniff sniff). Isn't that the scent of a man's cologne. What lovely aroma. Emma Emma……snap out of it….. EMMA? This is a crisis and is not the time to be admiring the scent of whose face you haven't seen yet. Did I mention that 'Mr. Mysterious' is actually taking a shower right now in the bathroom of the room that I happen to be sleeping at. Ok…. ok…..em, first of all, let's be rational about this whole situation. "What the….?" I suddenly felt a slight shiver on my chest. But, last I checked, I wore some pretty thick coat before coming out yesterday so…….(I then tilted my head to the left) why the f**k is my coat and skirt sitting on the other side of the room. "There's no way." I then looked under the blanket. My face turned bright red out of embarrassment. I won't exactly say it turned bright red since I'm dark skinned. But anyway. Back to the main point… ….No no no no, don't tell me that I gave my gold to some street folk, I know I was drunk but I didn't think I was that drunk… I looked at the bathroom and he was rubbing his hair with the towel. I didn't pay much attention to his appearance and I was still fuming because of my imagination. So, based on my suspicion I asked; "did we do it last night" "………….." he ignored the question and looked away. ….. .Wait, was I just ignored by some street folk who clearly looks like his doing way better than me..I mean, he was clearly able to rent a motel for a stranger ... .What a weirdo. Anyway, let's just ask him some questions for now. "Hey, I'm talking to you. You know is rude to not respond when someone is talking to you" All of a sudden I stopped talking as he loosed his robe and looked up. He said "just get your things and leave." I was so lost by his appearance that I didn't hear a word he spit out. How can a human be so damn good looking and that body sculpture........Is it alright if I touch it. Holy f**k Emma!! His drop dead gorgeous. I know girl. Now this is what I call ‘heavenly blessing.’ "Miss, are you alright?" he said “Huh…..” "I understand you're shocked, waking up in an unfamiliar place can be really distressing………." Is he worried for me? What a kind man. I then smiled. "Yeah, thanks for–" I was cut before I could thank him. And I'm so f*****g glad I didn't thank him. "But, that's what you get for being drunk. And you asked if we did it? So, what if we did. I mean take a look at yourself, you're practically naked. I'm sure that answers your question." What the f**k is this cute—- I mean handso— em, silly ass spouting. Yeah, what's this silly ass spouting? Don't stress yourself Emma. Breathe in!!! You know he's stunningly hot, so now, all that's left is for you to eat him……. No no no….. I shouldn't be thinking that. He may be good looking…… Tch-tch, good-looking is an understatement. He's just perfect. But still Emma, he got a bad attitude so watch out or you're gonna be the one ready for dinner. I was just joking when I said I was gonna eat him. Like hell you were. Nope, you weren't joking Emma. You literally fell for him at first glance. There's no point in denying yourself. Shut……the……. f**k……. UP!!! SHUT—UP!! JESUS…..! UGH ............