Chapter One
AMARIS POV:
There are two kinds of fear I know intimately. The first is loud, the kind that hits without warning and steals your breath.
The second is quiet the kind that lives in your chest every day and never leaves.
The quiet fear is my grandmother. Every morning, before my feet touch the floor i listen for her breathing from the other room. Every night before sleep claims me I pray tomorrow won’t take her from me the it took everything else from me.
She’s all I have left. Losing her will not just break my heart it will erase my world. I have been afraid of that kind of emptiness once before. I was 12 when my parents died. One moment they were arguing about being late, the next they were gone, taken by an accident so sudden and cruel felt unreal. Sirens, strangers, hands. A goodbye I never got to say.
The night rewrote my life, and nothing ever fit the same again. Before that night, I dreamed of becoming a nurse, I wanted to help people heal, and I wanted purpose. I wanted to save lives the way no one could save my parents.
I studied harder than anyone I knew, believing efforts alone could protect dreams from loss. I was wrong.
Dreams don’t survive tragedy. Responsibility replaces them.
By sixten survival became my only ambition. I dropped out, found work, and learned how to grow up too fast.
School turned into shift, books into bills, my uniform became an apron instead of scrubs, and s my hands learnt to wipe counters instead of holding hope.
Now at 20 I work the closing shift at a bar on Eagle Street. It’s not where I imagined I’ll be, but it keeps the light on and medicine in my grandmother's drawer. That has to be enough, I tell myself that every day.
Most nights pass quietly, glasses clinking, laughter too loud, strangers too familiar. I smile when required, keep my head down, and disappear when the air turns dangerous.
I have learnt how not to be noticed.
That night started like any other.
By the time I lock the doors and step outside, exhaustion sinks deep into my bones, my hands smell like disinfectant and cheap perfume.
All I want is to go home and forget the world for a few hours. Then I noticed the car.
It’s parked across the street, engine running, lights off. Too steel, too intentional. The quiet fear in my chest tightens, warning me the way it always does.
I hesitated, keys clenched in my hands. That’s when I see him, he’s walking alone, shoulders tense, like he’s carrying something heavy but invincible.
There’s an air about him, controlled, guarded but also tired. Not careless, distracted. And suddenly, I understand.
The car shifts.
Slow, calculated.
This isn’t an accident.
Panic slams into me so hard I forget to think. The man steps closer to the curb. Unaware and vulnerable. The fear that has shaped my life roars to the surface and I run.
“Hey! I scream”.
The car lunges.
I reached him just in time, grabbing his coat and dragging him backward with every ounce of my strength I had left.
Tires scream. The world tilts as we crash into the pavement together.
The car misses him by inches.
My heart feels like it might tear itself out of my chest. I'm shaking, breathless, terrified, but alive. He’s alive too. The car disappears into traffic as if nothing happened, but everything happened.
I look at him, really look at him, and see the realization in his eyes. Not shocked. Recognition, as if it wasn’t unexpected, just inevitable.
“That wasn’t an accident” I say, my voice trembling.
“Someone was trying to kill you”.
He doesn’t deny it.
That’s when I know my life has crossed a line it can’t return from.
Black vehicles appear almost instantly. Men step out scanning the street with trained eyes. Power moves fast when it wants to stay hidden.
“Elvis” one of them says, “are you okay?”
“Elvis” the name hits differently.
He looks at me like I'm something dangerous and essential all at once. She saved me.
Their stares sharpen.
In that moment I understand something chillingly clear, saving him has made me visible. And in his world visibility is a risk.
As they close in, fear curls tighter around my heart not for myself alone but for my grandmother waiting at home, trusting me to keep us safe.
I don’t yet know who Elvis Tony really is.
I don’t know how powerful his family is.
I don’t know how far this night will follow me.
All I know is this, I pulled a stranger out of death.
And in doing so, I may have just put everything I love in danger.