Never in my life had I ever felt this cynical. I was smart but I highly doubted that I was as smart as this guy. I didn’t even know how old he was. I didn’t know anything about him other than the fact that he was a murderous psychopath and it had me growing increasingly nervous. I was finding that almost every single waking moment was filled with thoughts of him. Was this how it was for him as well? Of course my thoughts were different, that I was sure but he had weaseled his way into my mind like a disease. For one whole day I didn’t receive a single text from him and being the optimistic person that I usually was- I got the notion that he had already gotten bored with me, or so I hoped REALLY freaking hard. However the following day he was back with a text almost every twenty min

