Luca had me lay back on the table and he helped guide my feet into the stirrups that spread me wide open. The only thing still covering my dignity was the blanket the nurse had given me.
“Slide down until your butt is at the very edge of the table love.” He sat down on the little spinny seat, inching himself closer to me. I watched him put on blue gloves and then grab hold of the blankets edge. “Just breathe Mila. I know I’m not going to have to use any kind of jelly to get my fingers inside, am I right?”
Fuck. My. Life. I shook my head and bit my lip. “Good girl.” His voice turned husky and I could feel myself starting to have trouble breathing. He was going to see me..down there, for the first time ever. Never in a million years did I think this would ever happen to me. Not with him, e
