Prologue- My heart thumped painfully as I watched Andy throw his head back, laughter bursting from his perfect lips. His newest girlfriend had told one of the corniest jokes on the planet and he was actually guffawing at it. I knew Andy's real laugh so darn well.... It was easy to tell when he was faking it. I knew everything about him and sometimes... I hated it. Because I loved EVERYTHING about him. I yearned to know more about him from the moment I met him and the more I got to know him, the more I wanted to know everything. And he let me. He accepted me into his life as I had done with him at the young age of 9. He was 11 at the time. We lived right next to each other growing up in Cincinnati. We rode the bus together to school and ended up being assigned to sit together. It

