Home (male x male)

Back in Town

Yujirou got out the taxi in front of the bar he knew he would find Shiloh in he knew where he liked to sit so he made his way over to the furthest corner in the bar nodding to  friends and acquaintances alike "well well look who found his way back in town but didn't even come by to see his dear old friend" the man sitting nursing his drink looked up in shock "Yuji" smiling he took the seat opposite the stunned man " well you look pretty good so you going to tell me what's going on with you?" as the waiter approached their table he placed a scotch on the rocks in front of Yujirou "thanks " heaving a sigh Shiloh looked up from his drink "you know I was in love with your brother right even though he could never look  at me in a romantic way I knew that the whole time but sempai had won my heart from the first time he stood up for me from the moment he took me under his wing into his care much like how Ren fell in love with your loving compassionate nature. After sempai died Kentaro and I got much closer but I grew terrified of losing him, my love that came out of nowhere for him scared me. I gave into my desires one night when we were drinking, we made out but never went all the way” he sighed as he remembered how much he had wanted to be one with Kentaro and the embarrassment he had felt when he had woken up next to him, then he remembered what had been waiting for him in his room as he returned and took a sip of his drink to coat his throat that had suddenly gone dry.

As he remembered the pain from that day he continued his story “the morning after I woke up early  and went back to my room there was a letter waiting for me, it stated Kentaro was engaged already that a disowned bastard wasn't suitable company for him. So I left to make something out of myself but then I couldn't bring myself to see him no matter what, I heard he was a doctor so I figured everything else I had heard must have been true.” he sighed “ now I'm a famous writer so being friends with him talking to him should be easier , if I could get over my nerves. I'm scared to see him. He must have felt betrayed that I left without a single word to him" downing his new drink he motioned to the waiter for a refill. " I see you have been holding a lot in for so long why couldn't you just come to me? have I been unreliable in the whole time that we've known each other?" Yujirou couldn't help feeling let down deep inside his heart "weren't we family? or have I been the only one holding onto our family this whole time? I only came here tonight because I still care and love my family members from then til now. Ren should be waiting for me at home by now so I will take my leave, you know where to find us when you get tired of living in your hotel room why don't you come home. If not you are welcome to come to the annual  picnic" he downed his drink then stood up feeling disheartened "I'm sorry Sempai I didn't mean to upset you I do trust you, I just felt too ashamed of myself to face most of you at the house. I could only ever write you letters and even those weren't long please don't hate me " for  a moment in time Yujirou felt as though they had gone back in time uncaring about the men sitting strung out through the bar Yujirou hugged the man he had watched blossom from an insecure shy and scared youth into a verbal open man " we are your family so come back to us, there have always been seven doors with name plates on them. I'm remaking the name plates  Ren and I  broke down the wall separating the two rooms, I'll be putting Ichirou's name on his door in front of the Masanobu Kun. By the way he is a very popular writer too but instead of novels he does manga, you might have heard of him he goes by Rou Masa" he took delight in the look of both shock and impressed  delight that showed on Shiloh's face "we always were alike I'll have to visit him soon" feeling happier the mood lifted enough for Yujirou to leave Shiloh with a lighter heart and smiling face.

Ren arrived home at midnight to find Yujirou looking at old photo albums knowing his lover well enough after the many years of being together as lovers and friends he knew Yujirou would wait up for him before turning in for the night, his heart warmed  at the loving affectionate man sitting in front of him .  "So how was your night flower?" Yujirou asked not looking up from the photo album heaving a sigh Ren sat next to his life partner "Poku it was a long night having to explain everything to his mother was more difficult than I thought though they were grateful we are keeping him here  his mother  threaten to have his father arrested and my uncle threatened to put him in his place if he saw him and you Poku how did it go with Shiloh ?" putting down the photo album Yujirou looked into  Ren's eyes "why didn't we try to go after him ? we never tried to find out what was going on in his life, we never tried bringing him back  because he was the one who made the choice to leave but we never bothered finding out why he felt he had to leave without saying anything or what made him do it. I mean he left everything here as though he intended to come back , so why didn't we try to find out  what was going on when it had been so long since he had come back . We were the closest people in his life we were his big brothers and sempai's and caretakers, I feel like somehow we let him down even though we all had our own things going on taking over this place after Chichi Ue's death  I don't want to lose our family members because we didn't put in an effort to keep them close. I always wanted the 6 of us to live here  just like when Chichi Ue was alive I wanted Ichirou here to share it with us as well  I want to keep  Haha Ue and Chichi Ue's home open to those who need it like we did" Ren hugged Yujirou close to him  kissing him hungrily with as much feeling as he hope would be transferred into his lovers heart through their lips and tongues.

Yujirou returned the kisses as hungrily as Ren   "I love you and I will stand by you  no matter what  everything happens for a reason what ever those reasons are Poku you  work hard to  support the people you love and the community so don't put yourself down if you feel insecure and lonely or like you have let anyone down  then let me remind you how much you are loved, desired and needed not by everyone but by me your love flower" as he spoke Ren was on top of Yujirou undoing his top "so how should I express my love for you tonight  should I tie you up and lavish your body with so much pleasure you forget about everything except for the feelings I make you feel , drive you so crazy you cry out with your sexy voice so loud the whole building hears you " as he spoke he started to caress Yujirou gently "flower ng I can't -can't do this here let's go to the shower we have a guest coming" Ren stopped what he was doing "what do you mean we have a guest coming at this late hour this is our loving time Poku" Yujirou wrapped his arms around Ren and kissed him "I know I'm sorry  I really want to have you inside me but Takashi is coming to help out with  something I am working on for the picnic and you know he will just walk in once he gets here" Ren sighed knowing Yujirou was right about their old friend " well I'm too turned on now to just forget about having my way with you so let's get into that bathroom " as they got up from the couch the front door opened and Ren groaned "you've got to be kidding me! sorry Taka but I'm going to have my way with Yuji in the bathroom before we get to any kind of work so get set up and comfortable make a coffee or something " Takashi didn't look surprised instead he shrugged off his jacket and made his way into the kitchen "Take your time but not more then an hour it is late enough already" the men all smiled, winked or stuck their tongues out at each other.