I woke up feeling so tired and disoriented. When I turned to my left side I almost jumped in surprise when I saw Lucian sleeping beside me. Just felt like the old times, when I will wake up in his arms. But that was way different from now..because that time he still adored me, and now.. I sighed. I held my head, it is pounding, especially when memories from last night came rushing in. How could I freely give myself to him, just like that? I gave in to my desire and have totally forgotten everything. How could I sleep with a man who’s about to get married? How could I sleep with the man who almost destroyed me? I closed my eyes and stared at the ceiling. I am so confused now, and I just want to be alone and think. I must get the kids later, they might be so worried that they are

