Adyson’s Pov
My hands are covered in blood, it’s sticky and hot. An arm is wrapped securely around my shoulder as I am led away. I can see him being carried off, away from me. I can’t lose him. I don’t want to lose him.
“Adyson!” I sit up with a startle.
I rub my eyes as I wake up and look around. My bedroom and Joey beside me reassure that I am fine. These dreams are consistent, every night plaguing me. Only they are not just dreams, but a memory. One that haunts me to my very core. Jax is gone, forever. I feel so lost, like I am trudging through my life.
I thought today may have been different. Today my son turned one, our son, mine and Jax’s. Arlo-Jax brings so much light into my world, he is my only reason for existence. And then the guilt slams into me, I can’t believe I just t
