My undying love for Mr. Billionaire

Chapter 15

One, two or three days I stayed at my condo. I heard from Virian that Yuri stayed here for a couple of weeks here.

Kahapon nag yaya si scar lumabas dahil sa biglaan pag leave niya so she was expected na ako na ang sumasalo ng mga gawain niya sa company which is true, I really want turn her down dahil Hirap na hirap ako magpanggap sa harapan ni Scar. Na ayos lang ako, na wala nanyari, na mayroon something samin ng taong mahal niya. Kaya lang hindi ko nagawa, cause she's my bestfriend I can't still no to her, the typical me.

Lumipas na naman ang buong mag-hapon na wala akong ginagawa kundi tapusin ang mga drafts ko para bukas sa pagpasok ko. Tumayo ako para mag timpla sana ng coffee ko.

YURI CALLING........

I gulped because of shocks and scared hindi pa ako handa kausapin siya, makita siya. I ignores his calls. Tinuloy ko ang pag-timpla ko ng kape mula sa sala rinig na rinig ko ang walang humpay na pag tunog ng cellphone ko. Napapikit ako ng mariin bago sumimsim ng aking kape. I slowly walking to my living room.

YURI CALLING............

I off my phone frustratedly and sat down to the floor. I relaxing watching a movie on my laptop while quietly sipping my coffee when I heard few knocks, I ignore it cause maybe I was misheard. Who will visit me here? Virian back to cavite to his project, Aiko? mas malabo lalo na si Scars. Isang tao nalang ang maari pero bakit?

*KNOCKS....KNOCKS...

Takot ko binalingan ang pintuan, I shaking my head because fears eating me. What if siya talaga yon? Pero bakit naman niya ako sasadyain dito.

*KNOCKS.. KNOCKS...

Hindi ko alam saan ako kumuha ng lakas para makatayo kahit pa ang totoo nang hihina ang tuhod ko, nanlalambot ako parang anytime babagsak ako. I sighed deeply before i open the door. My world entirely surprise, my knees shaking..

"Yu.rii.."

God, I'm stuttering.

"Let's talk."He furiously said before he lead his way inside.Napakapit ako sa seradura.

Shit! not now, I sighed of deeply. Embrace myself, before I close the door. My forehead knotted when I didn't see Yuri on the couch.I heard a sounds of water from kitchen so stepping slowly towards to kitchen and Yuri washing his hand.

"Pagamit ng sink. Nasiraan kase si Scar sa daanan. Ayoko magusap tayo na mukha akong gusgusin."nasa lababo lang ang kanyang tingin busy sa pag-hugas ng kanyang kamay. Hindi ako umimik bagkus bumalik ako sa sala.

'Si scar na naman' I shakes my head I don't want to hurt anymore.

To get jealous after all the person that i only makes me jealous is my bestfriend for christ sake and for the second thought, Who I am to get jealous?

After minutes, lumabas ng kitchen si Yuri wear his serious looks.

"Now, lets talk." He sounds intimidating to make me more uncomfortable. He throw his cold stares while sitting on my single sofa.

Pakiramdam ko lalabas na ang puso ko sa labis na kaba na nararamdaman ko ngayon. Sa isang dekada na pagkakaibigan namin ni Yuri ngayon lang niya ako binalingan na malamig na tingin na para ba ako na ang pinakamasamang babaeng nakilala niya. Hindi niya matago sa kanyang tingin ang galit niya sakin. If stares could kill I probably dying right now.

"What is it?" I pretend na wala ako alam.

He laughs without any humor.

"you really asking me like that now, pretending nothing happen?" He sarcastically said.

Naninikip ang dibdib ko, kahit pa expected ko na hahantong talaga ang mangyayari samin dalawa.I turn away my gaze from his cold stares.

Kung alam mo lang Yuri gustong gusto ko saktan ang sarili ko, sisihin ang sarili ko dahil kung bakit sa maling taong tumitibok ito, sa taong alam kung kailan hindi ako makukuhang mahalin pa.

"I can't believe this .." He paused for a seconds, his stares shows of emotion which is pain.

"that you could.. do this such a crazy thing chie." He hatred said.

Yumoko lang ako, pilit nilalabanan ang pag bagsak ng aking luha. Pikit-mata ko tatanggapin ang lahat ng sasabihin niya dahil alam kong samin dalawa ako talaga ang may mali hinanda ko na ang aking sarili para sa araw na ito pero masakit pa din pala, masakit pag sa kanya na pala galing.

"I'm sorry" Hindi nag aangat na tingin na sabi ko gamit ang mababang tono.

"Sorry? ano magagawa ng sorry mo, you ruined our friendship Pennielyn."He yelled, mabilis ako nag angat ng tingin.

Nagbabaga sa galit ang kanyang mata. Nakatayo na siya at nakapamewang, typical na ugali niya pag napipikon na siya sakin.

'friendship?'

Gosh, ayoko na. Tama na.. i want to beg and yell to him to shut up but my mouth don't know how to speak how to open it again.

"Sa daming tao, ikaw pa?" Hindi makapaniwalang dagdag niya.

'ako din, sa dami ng tao sa mundo bakit ikaw pa?'

Gustong-gusto ko idagdag sa kanya yan.

"That night was our biggest mistake. " I heard my heart broke,thorn it to pieces.

"You may leave." Mahina kong sabi.

Tinitigan niya ako naniningkit ang mata niya tila ba hindi siya makapaniwala sa sinabe ko.

"Sa dami ng sinabi ko yan lang sasabihin mo. Ano ba nanyayari sayo? Alam mong satin dalawa. Ikaw, ikaw ang nasa katinuan. "Panunumbat pa niya tiim bagang na siya.

Tumayo na din ako kahit nanlalabo ang mata ko dahil sa nag babadyang luha na gusto na lumabas.

"Ano ba gusto mo marinig pa? Lasing ako, lasing ka. Kaya nanya.."

"Pero hindi dapat!"he scold because of frustration.

I gasps,

"SHUT UP! SHUT UP AND f*****g LEAVE MY APARTMENT" my tears escape, i yelled.

Is that his desire to hurt me now?To keep stabbing my broken heart, oo na malaking pagkakamali na ang nanyari samin pero para sakin isa yon sa pinakamaganda ng nanyari sa buhay ko. For once naging masaya ako, naging masaya ako sa pagkakamali ko.

Nagulat ako ng mahigpit hinablot ni Yuri ang siko ko, sobrang lapit ng mukha namin sa isa't isa.

"You are b***h Penneilyn, don't you dare to tell her what happen between us cause you really know what kind person I am when I'm mad" banta niya sa mismong tenga ko.

Na-ikuyom ko ang aking kamao dahil sa pang insulto niya sakin. Napapikit ako ng mariin, I'm getting mad, I don't like it what bullshit his saying right now to me. Inipon ko ang lakas ko para alisin ang kamay niya sa pagkakahawak ng kamay niya sa siko ko.

"and you are jerks, stupid blinded bastards." He left his mouth open, his looks horrible in front of me. I'm tired showing my good side of mine to him. I'm f*****g sick of this situation.

"Believe me Yuri, leave now or you wouldn't like it if you stay here for another minute." I threatened while tightened grips my fist.

Tumigil na ang aking mata sa pagluha, this is the first time I lost my temper because of him.

"One.." panimula kong bilang.

Kumuno't noo niya lalo.

"Two.."

I step more closer to him and he gasps.

"Three.." I softly counted.

He hardly let go his breathe, he seems breathing deeper.

I distance myself.

"Leave."Kalmado kong taboy, sa pangalawang pagkakataon.

Ayoko madagdagan ang galit niya sakin. Ayoko tuluyan niyang ilayo ang sarili niya sakin.

"What? Are you going to seduce me again,to f**k me? What a sl.."

I kissed him aggressively to keep him shut up! He seems caught off guard that's why I take the opportunity to slide my tongue inside his mouth. I feel his kiss me back but an aggressive one. He kissing me like punishing me. The next thing I knew he pushed me to the coach, he pinned me to the coach and kisses me again.

'ahh'

I let go a moans when he drop his kiss to my neck. Nagsimula na naglakbay ang kamay niya na halos mag palalim ng hininga ko. His right hand touching my private part.

"Huwag!" Hiyaw ko.

I pushes Yuri to stop him but I saw his lust and desire to take me, I scares, scare how yuri look me.

'ouch'

Mahina ako napadaing ng mahigpit na hinawakan ni Yuri ang panga ko.

"No! You want this right? I will give you what you want." He sounds dominant.

I gulps, napaatras ako ng tuluyan na hinubad ni Yuri ang t-shirt. Nalula ako sa nakabalandra niyang tyan. Yuri wasn't good of other hunk man's or Men's magazine but I don't know why i found it more attractive. Oo wala siyang walong abs nasa apat lang ata hindi pa gaano ka humaldo. His waist was cute curve i saw.

"Sisiguraduhin kong pagsisihan mo na may nanyari satin dalawa." Nakakatindig balahibong bulong niya sa mismong tenga ko bago niya ako hinalikan sakin panga.

My tears escape,hindi ko maramdaman ang sarap sa ginagawa ni Yuri. Bawat halik,hawak,pisil niya sa balat ko ay walang pag-iingat.

Pikit-mata kong dimamdam ang lahat. I let him punish me, letting me r****h my body like a slut, a b***h in bar.

It almost an hour before he reached his c****x. He immediately stood up. Napasabunot siya sa kanyang buhok. I wore my dress he reap, kahit alam ko punit ito sinout ko ito wag lang lahat mabalandra ang katawan ko.

'ang dumi ko' i mumbled to myself.

"Don't you dare to tell her what's going between us. Don't you ever dare, you know me how I block my enemy into my life" banta niya.

Madilim ang kanyang mukha. I slightly nodded to him. I fully aware of it. Hindi na niya pa kailangan sabihin pa. I know him more than scar know her. Even Yuri single secret is.

Nakabihis na siya, para bang wala nanyari. Inayos niya ang kanyang buhok.

"I'm going back to New York on next day, help scar to runs the firm. Is not an favor but an order." Walang buhay ani niya bago siya lumakad palabas ng aking apartment.

Tuluyan ng naubus ang aking lakas, walang prenong bumuhos ang aking luha.

How I become like this? How Yuri become like this to me, a rude one. I know Yuri wearing his mask every time scar is around. And is fearing me how Yuri tortured me,how will punish me.

I must prepare myself to live in hell starting from now.

TO BE CONTINUE.....

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