Just for him

6

Every spark I had imagined was right as Frank's lips stayed on mine. It was like an electrical connection running from my lips up my v****a. I supported myself, holding on to his shoulders and by the time we pulled apart from each other, we were trying to catch our breath.

"Damn, I-" he shook his head but I stopped him with another kiss. We stared at each other when we pulled away a second time and I nodded fast, knowing what his silent question was.

His hands cupped my boobs and he groaned in satisfaction, I could just tell that he must have been waiting to do that all along.

His hands played over my n*****s through the shirt and I wanted more than ever for him to rip the shirt off me. He reconnected our lips and began to kiss my neck, tracing down to my boobs and I moaned when his lips were close to my n*****s, he stopped.

I moaned in dissatisfaction, "what's wrong?"

"We shouldn't be doing this." He sighed, getting to his feet, "you said it earlier that you have a boyfriend."

I wanted to tell him it was 'had' now but he was right. It was wrong of me especially since this was mostly why I'd been upset with Dan.

"I'm sorry." He put his hands in his pockets.

"No, it's fine." I shook my head, "we should get some sleep, I still have to watch Bianca tomorrow."

He nodded in agreement and turned to leave the room. "Where are you going?" I raised my eyebrows at him.

"To sleep on the couch."

"No way," I protested, "I'm the stranger here and my presence should not equal your discomfort, if you aren't comfortable with sleeping on the bed with me, I'd be beyond honored to take the couch instead."

"No it's fine really." He argued.

"I insist." I interrupted him.

"I'm not going to be comfortable with letting you sleep on the couch," he continued with his argument.

"And neither will I."

"Do you think it's going to be okay for us both to sleep on the bed?" He raised an eyebrow, scanning his bed like he was meeting it for the first time.

"I don't see why not as long as you don't snore, it's big enough." I teased, hopping on to the bed.

"Oh trust me, I'm a dead man when I sleep." He chuckled, settling beside me.

"Then we're good." I slapped his shoulder gently with a pillow and lay on my back, closing my eyes. I snapped them open when I felt a soft hit on my stomach, "what was that for?" I wondered when I saw him holding a pillow.

"You hit me with the pillow first so I thought... I'm sorry, it's just something Bee and I do, I..." He stuttered. I didn't let him finish before tossing a pillow at him.

His lips pulled into a full smile, "oh you called it." And that's how we spent the next twenty minutes pillow fighting until we crashed into the bed, exhausted and out of breath.

"You know, I haven't shared a bed with a woman in like, five years." He commented, breaking the silence. Was this his way of letting me know he was s*x free? I wondered.

I yawned as I opened my mouth to respond, "that's just-" I had no comments. I knew he was still mumbling some words but I couldn't hear any of it as I slowly drifted into sleep.

*

Frank left for work early the next day and I was clearing up the mess from the girls'night when Bianca walked in with her messy hair and a stuffed bear. "Morning." She called, plopping onto one of the sofas.

"Sleep well?" I asked, not looking up as I scrubbed hard against the green rug, trying to get some brown stain out of it.

"Not really, nightmares here and there but I'm good." She shrugged, sounding more awake now. "Where's dad?"

"He left for work already, hungry? I made toast and eggs." I looked at her.

"When are we going to watch Boys first?" She grinned at me.

"Not until I'm done with cleaning up, this place is a fuc- is a mess." I was still learning not to curse in front of children.

"It's okay to say bad words in front of me," she shrugged, adding bad words in air quotes, not like I won't say them when I'm older, "hey, if I help you with cleaning, you'll be done faster, then we can see Boys first?"

"Absolutely." I chuckled and she excitedly joined me in cleaning the house up.

While we were watching Boys first, I got a text message from my boss at the bar. 'You left without saying anything? Lucky for you, people thought the slap was part of the show, come see me for your payment today, I also have another gig for you tonight.'

I sighed in relief, happy to know things worked out for my good.

I had blocked Dan's contact and so none of his messages were coming in but I really wanted to head back home, it was my house at the end of the day and I couldn't stay here forever. I focused on the movie for now, laughing with Bianca as we enjoyed every bit of it.

*

When Frank's sister showed up, I was hesitant to leave.

"It was so much fun with you! I'm actually hoping you come over to babysit me some other time." Bianca sighed and wrapped her arms around me in a hug.

"I hope to see you soon too girl." I smiled and left to go home, the last place I wanted to be. I had a few minutes before I saw my boss at the bar but I still wanted to go home first and get fresh clothes to change into after my performance.

I got to the entrance of my house and was beyond shocked to see that Dan had thrown all of my stuff out, literally everything was scattered in unpacked bags on the porch, "the f**k?" I voiced my disgust.

I opened the door but it was locked from inside. I began to pound heavily but there was no response. I reached for my phone in my pocket but it wasn't there.

"Shit." I realised I'd left my phone back at Frank's. "What the f**k is this? I f*****g pay all the bills, are you f*****g mad?" I asked no one in particular.

I barely had any money left with me but I arranged my stuff into the bags properly, left them on the porch and headed to the bar.

*

I was about to head backstage to talk to my boss when I saw Frank sitting in his usual spot, a performer lap dancing for him while his eyes scanned her lustfully. As though he could sense my presence, he suddenly looked up at me and his eyes went wide.