We will miss you

April 2nd Snap,I hear the wind gushing behind me I hear my name Avery Avery Avery I look around and I'm screaming the voice is screaming then I open my eyes and I see briana holding a cupcake she's dressed up already. Avery come on I need someone to go shopping with me says Briana,Can't you go yourself it's barely 9am I say groaning. Apparently no because I need an adult I already went there so come on I need you says Briana handing me the cupcake and going to get me a pink top and green skirt I eat the cupcake pull on my sweatshirt and go downstairs. Avery? you're up early it's unlike you says mum, I woke her up says Briana,I shrug as we head to the stores suddenly my phone rings it's Pearl I pick it up. did I wake you up? says Pearl,Uhh no I'm on the way to the shops I say,which one says Pearl,I look at Briana she mouths the princess store I freeze,the princess store I say, walking slowly. Why are you acting so scared says Briana, I smile at her she doesn't know that's the store where Emily used to spend all her allowance on clothes little dress up dolls and makeup I and Pearl used to call her little princessa and she would twirl holding a wand. I did not notice when She arrived until she spoke Avery says Pearl,looking at me as we walk in We see a little wand she starts tearing up and mutters princessa. Briana picks out three pink tops and these tiny flashy earrings she pays a whopping £80 for it. We walk home in silence I go to my room and under my bed to try to get my sleep back but it doesn't work so I start writing then this happens. Avery I need you please I I don't know how to put these on says Briana. Oh Brianna what is this really about last I checked you didn't want to come into my room . They're these girls Kim Melanie and Isla they call themselves KIM because they bonded in summer they have these matching green hoodies that spell out Kim then Melanie or Kim then Isla and they said I dress like I'm 8 Kim has her hair straightened cut and paints her nails says Briana. So you're jealous of hoodies and nails oh give it a rest why not sit with someone else see now I need my rest ugh now I'm up properly I say yawning. Ugh you wouldn't understand you never do says Briana storming out. Enough of that I'm Avery I once had a twin sister Emily when we were 11 we loved going to my old neighbors huge big pool the neighbor moved away and the pool was still cleaned weakly because it was an auto transfer from her bank account so we would go everyday after school one day I was so sick I couldn't go I didn't know she left after hours we started looking for her I mentioned that we sneak out to that pool we all ran there while 8 year old Briana was asleep we found Emily in the pool I cried my eyes out ever since that day I lost my colour I lost my sunshine I lost my sister I lost my friend I lost the girl that taught me how to do my hair and how to dress I lost my princessa