Can eyes talk?

Iam pinky.Iam 25yrs old.I completed my degree and now struggling for an exam so that my life will become settled.In the middle of this choas where my life doesn't seem like one iam trying to cope up both professionally and personally My personal life became a mess with all the dumb decisions i took . I broke up with my boy friend a while ago .It used to be a long distance relationship but things weren't working out so we broke up.It was my teenage love started when I was 19yrs where every eye contact would give me butterflies,it is always special it lives in my mind how I met him through online how I used to wait for his message how I used to ignore all real life people. But every thing which is not meant for us will come to end one day even though when we try to catch that so strongly . I broke up with him now concentrating on my career how can I reshape it .I took some decisions that I should not fall in love again with anyone i should enjoy my single life and get to know better about me. But I think I am unlucky in this relationship and people who I meet god didn't approve my rqst . As I decided to focus on my studies I informed my parents that I will join a study room so that I will be able to concentrate more. They accepted i felt ok I beleived in myself and after few days I joined the study room.On the very first day I was very eager to study and planned all things to study i studied very well. On either side of my desk noone is present so I felt at ease I focused more on my studies that day . I came back to home felt so much tired I ate my dinner spoke with my mother for some time and went to bed thinking that tomorrow I should these topics......