While the atmosphere was tense, I saw Kutay’s hands clenched into fists. His knuckles were white. Savaş and Elvin were also looking at me in surprise. They didn’t expect to hear such things from me.
When Savaş was about to say something, Kutay said, “Shut up, Belemir!” and I looked at him angrily. When I was about to say something again, he hissed, “Shut up!” through his teeth. I ran to my room.
Kutay provoking me and then me provoking him might seem foolish from the outside, but I was a girl who loved her freedom. It was getting to my heart that he was keeping me here. But I couldn’t remain indifferent to his touches. I was aware that I was contradicting myself. Maybe if Kutay had been involved in my life in a different way, I could have had a future with him.
Forcing me to do things
