Night of Passion with My Dear Captive

5. I Don't Want You +18

I realized that it was impossible to escape from here, so I went to my room and lay down on my bed. Kutay was smarter than I thought. He had sensed something from my movements and my closeness to him and had trapped me. He had a handsomeness that I couldn't resist if I had met Kutay and gotten close. Thanks to his height, the suits he wore looked great on him. I had never seen him in anything other than a suit. I can't help but mention that he looked great on me. His dark skin was especially noticeable through his tight shirt. Sometimes I couldn't help the naughty thoughts that crossed my mind. Touching his skin and going down…

What was I saying? Did I have Stockholm syndrome or something? Come to your senses, Belemir. The man threatened you with your family. I went into the bathroom to wash away the stress in my body along with my thoughts. Of course, I locked the bathroom door. I didn't have a lock on the room. I took off my clothes and threw them on the floor. As I went under the water and lathered myself, I thought that I wanted to cleanse my brain of the dirt in addition to the dirt in my body. The fact that he even knew the shampoo I used while lathering my hair with my shampoo was one of the details that scared me.

What happened the day I met him and what happened afterwards showed that it was before this, but my brain was blank. When I tried to force it, my headache. This pain was a physical pain. I remembered before the accident. According to Aden, we had gone to Kutay’s place called Gölge that day. If there was a chance of seeing me that day, Aden would have told me this a thousand times. He was undoubtedly the person who wanted me to get married and find my lover the most. I missed Aden, but it was getting harder to see him at this rate.

After I rinsed, I took a bathrobe out of the closet and put it on. The bathrobe was just my size and it was quite short. I wrapped a towel around my hair and went to the room. Luckily, he hadn’t come. As I was about to bend down to get underwear from the drawer, I felt a shadow right behind me. I stood there with my shaking body.

I had the laundry in my hand and Kutay behind me… I could tell by the smell that it was him.

“Next time, look carefully at the room when you lean over,” he whispered.

Has he been here since the beginning? Kutay had seen me in my short bathrobe because of my carelessness. He reached one of his hands for the towel. My hair fell down on my shoulders and the smell of my shampoo spread throughout the room. Since I was still in that position, my hips rubbed against his manhood as I stood up.

While his moan echoed in my mind, I suddenly found myself leaning against the closet. He leaned his whole body against me. I couldn’t speak because of the excitement. I was sure he heard my heart beating like crazy. He put one of his hands on my wet hair and reduced the distance between our lips. He leaned slightly towards me while his breath hit my lips. I waited for him to do it without reacting. His other hand started to slide down my neck. First, he touched my breast over the bathrobe. My n*****s grew when he stimulated me. My body, which didn’t react, was moving in a different direction.

When his hand slid down, he came to my bare leg. I bit my lip as he squeezed my inner thigh. I wasn’t going to moan and show that I wanted him so badly. His hand was fixed there, but if he moved up a little he could touch my naked womanhood. My hands were fisted on both sides of me. Luckily he took his hand from there and moved it to my waist. Although this relaxed me, I closed my eyes when he brought our lips together because the taste hadn’t left my lips since the first time he kissed me.

His kiss was gentle, but he was making movements that showed he was going to speed up. Like the hand he put in my hair and brought it to my neck and squeezed. This squeeze was definitely not for killing, but it was an indication that he had the power. He tilted his head to the right and started to deepen the kiss. I wasn’t responding, but I wasn’t pushing him away either. He tightened his hand on my waist and leaned it against his erection. He was so hard that I could feel my womanhood burning with his fire. My moan filled the room when he bit my lower lip. My automatic lips also parted. When his tongue met my mouth, I could see from the pressure on my womanhood that he was moaning and his manhood was getting harder every minute.

When our tongues touched each other, this was what drove me crazy. I started to kiss him by moving my hands that were on either side of me to his hair. I couldn’t remain unresponsive to this sexiness any longer. While our tongues were dancing with a rhythm that was increasing in a short time, my hands were pulling his hair. Both of our moans echoed in our mouths. Despite our lips parting to catch our breath, he didn’t stop. He started to move down my chin.

He slightly loosened the belt of my bathrobe, made room around my neck and started to move his kisses around every inch of it. I was pressing his head harder. He moved his hand down again and this time his focus was on my v****a. I moaned loudly when he touched it. My legs started to shake when he pushed one of his hands inside.

“I want more, Belemir. I want to make love to you for hours and kiss every inch of you.” His hand sped up as he said it.

No matter how much I wanted him, the words “I don’t want you” came out of my lips.

Kutay laughed coldly. “If this is the state of yours that doesn’t want me, then the other way around is very hot. You are my prisoner. I am free to do whatever I want to you,” he whispered. I pushed him in the chest. He took a step back.

“I am not your slut!” I shouted.

He came closer to me again. He shook his head. “You are not a slut, Belemir. They writhe under someone else every night, but you can only writhe under me,” he said, and my slap echoed in the room.

“Don’t make anything out of what happened just now. It was all sudden. Don’t come near me again! I hate you!” I shouted. Kutay looked at me with his hand on his cheek, and when I should have seen anger in his eyes, he looked at me with admiration. Was he mentally ill?

“Has anyone ever told you that you were very hot?” he asked. He was a crazy person talking nonsense.

“What are you talking about?” I asked.

Kutay ignored the slap from earlier and approached me.

He kissed my hair and said, “There will be more, Belemir. You will be the one who wants it!” and left the room. Damn you. This is what happens when you make love with a man while standing, but no one can ignore the passion at that moment. How could I get out of that circle when the flames of passion were already in the air?

When I went back to the bathroom and took a shower, my v****a where his hands were a moment ago was burning. I put on a cotton pajama set and lay down on my bed. While what we had experienced could not leave my mind, I forced myself with the familiarity of his touches. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep because nothing had appeared in my brain. The first thing I did when Kutay left the house tomorrow was to search the house from top to bottom and find clues about me. There was definitely a time before.

***

When I woke up in the morning, the clock right across from my bed was almost ten in the morning. The weather was beautiful outside. After washing my hands and face, I put on simple sweatpants. The bottom of the tracksuit was elastic. The top left my waist exposed. When I tied my hair in a bun and went downstairs, I was relieved that Kutay was not there.

As I was about to go out to the garden, my eyebrows furrowed when the woman said, “You are forbidden to go there.” When I turned around, I realized that it was the woman who had come to me last night.

“Why?” I asked.

“It is Kutay Bey’s order. There are many guards outside,” she said, and I sighed.

I was even forbidden to breathe. I heard another woman’s voice. “Asude Hanım, do not interfere,” she said. I turned to where the voice was. A blonde and very pretty woman was looking at me. Who was this woman?

My eyebrows furrowed with her slightly prominent belly. While the possibility of her being Kutay’s wife was running through my mind, she reached me with the high-pitched sound of her slightly high-heeled shoes on the ground. She reached out her hand and said, “I am Elvin. I am the wife of Savas, Kutay’s cousin,” and I put my hand in hers and squeezed it. “I am Belemir,” he said. “I know.”

I wasn’t surprised that he recognized me. At least I wouldn’t be alone. He smiled and pointed to the garden. “Come on, I had breakfast prepared in the garden,” he said and we went outside.

I took a deep breath and felt the air. While many guards were looking at us, Elvin made them all look down with one move. Elvin was stronger than I thought. While I looked at him in surprise, he said, “You’ll get used to it,” and held my hand.

When we came to a table that was almost empty of bird milk, I sat down in an empty seat. Elvin sat next to me and said, “I’ve been waiting for you to wake up for a long time. I am two living beings, let’s start right away.”

When I said, “I wish you had,” his eyebrows furrowed.

“What are you? Just call me Elvin,” he said. He was a very friendly person. I smiled and nodded. While the sun narrowed my eyes, Elvin made the guard close the pergola with one move. Wow!

Elvin started eating with appetite as he put everything on his plate. I took a sip of tea while I ate what I put on my plate. I asked him the question Kutay didn’t answer. “Why is he holding me captive?” I asked.

Elvin looked at me with a relaxed attitude and said, “I can’t explain this, but it’s enough if you know he has no bad intentions.” I sighed.

Everyone knew, except me. My hands and arms were tied. “Just know this, Belemir. Don’t pay attention to Kutay’s toughness. What he’s been through is very bad,” she said and I nodded. “Are you talking about his father’s death?” I asked.

He must have understood what I was reading in the newspaper. “You must have read that he’s a suspect,” she said and I nodded halfway. Elvin held my hand on the table.

“Believe me, Kutay isn’t like that. Even if he was, you’re the last person he’d hurt,” she said.

Was this man in love with me? Because there was no other explanation. I knew it was ridiculous. He had to be in love with me because we had a past. It couldn’t be something so ordinary.

Again, while my thoughts were burning my brain, I started asking him questions. “How many months?”

He smiled and caressed his belly. “More like his new aunt. One and a half months. My husband is very excited. You can meet in the evening. He wants to have a girl, but I want a boy,” he said.

I understood that having a child was very exciting. “As long as it is healthy, gender is not important,” I said.

He nodded and continued eating. In a short time, we had developed a closeness between us. We chatted for hours, I don’t know, I saw Kutay and a man who looked just like him, but Kutay was taller than him. He looked very sexy in the suit he was wearing.

When Elvin saw them, she stood up and hugged the other man. It must have been Savaş. Just as Kutay was about to come and touch me, I pulled back. He remained unresponsive. As Savaş’s gaze shifted to me, I smiled when Elvin said, “My husband, Savaş.” “I am pleased,” I said.

When Savaş smiled and said, “Nice to meet you… Belemir,” I tried to understand what the first thing he said meant. Did he mean to say “aunty”? Just like Bihter said to Cemile, my inner voice was saying, “Are you stupid, girl?” He was also saying, “This man is in love with you”. They were chatting when they sat at the table, but I didn’t join in.

When Savaş said, “Evening, you should come too, Belemir,” I looked up at him. “Where?” I asked. I didn’t listen to what he said because I wasn’t listening to them.

“Tomorrow evening, El Gölgede

We will celebrate Vin’s pregnancy. No one will be there. Just us,” he said and my gaze shifted to Kutay. Maybe this way I could get rid of him. When he said, “We will come,” I looked at him in surprise.

I had to make a plan. He approached me and said, “I know what you are thinking, Belemir. Do you think I am stupid? You know what will happen if you try something like this,” and I swallowed. He was threatening me again. I stood up and looked at Savaş and Elvin.

“Have fun, but it would be better if I don’t come. Besides, who am I to be a fancy baby that Kutay is crazy about having s*x with like a slut, it wouldn’t be appropriate for me to come,” I said, making everyone freeze.