The Secret Marriage

Chapter 10 Wait What?

During the ride no one talked at all. I was happy because I did want to talk about us during the ride. Ethan dropped me off at my house. I did my skincare routine and went to sleep. 

I woke up around 8 am and decided to eat before Ethan comes to pick me up. I decided to make myself a milkshake with some toast. When I was done I took a quick shower and put on a basic outfit. I started to think what I was going to say to him after I completely told him things. I didn’t mean none of that I was lost and angry that he thinks he can control me. I will apologize to him when I see him. It’s already 9:30 am and he is still not here. I was about to call him when he called me “Hi I wanted to say that I will no longer need your help with the house his wife just came by to pick out what she wants. Also I want to apologize for yesterday I know I’m not your boyfriend or father to be caring towards you. I also realized after you told me that there's nothing I can do to basically get you back. Like you said the damage is done you don’t trust and I haven’t given you a reason to trust me. I decided to set you free. You are free to date whoever you want and be more happy than you ever were with me. Find someone who won’t break your heart or lie to you. You deserve so much more than a man who can't tell his father no. I will always love you but your happiness comes before mine. I wish you the best Arabella Mia Lumbardi.” He says and hangs up without letting me talk. I tried to call him back but I think he blocked my number. I started to cry thinking it’s all my fault that he thinks I don’t want him anymore. Ugh why do have a blabber mouth when I get drunk. I know he would hate himself if anything were to happen to me in a club. He would blame himself if something did happened yesterday night. I decided to call Aramar to see if she will tell me where he lives so I can go talk to him. “Hey Mia what happened yesterday?” She asked. “I saw your brother at the club and he was being all protective toward me. I lost it, I told him that he was my boyfriend or father to be like that. I also told him there was nothing he could do to repair our relationship. I f****d up Ama. I need to fix it. this. I love him so much. We have a chance to be together and I f****d it up Ama.” I say crying. “Oh Bella it was normal to be mad towards him trying to control you. Tell me how I can make you both happy and be together again.” She says. “Can you tell him to answer his phone? I think he blocked me.” I say still crying quietly. “Bella, he is talking to our brother about a few things.” She says. “Really so he didn’t block me.” I say getting a little happy. “I don’t think he has the heart to block his number one girl.” She says trying to make me smile. Which it did work a little bit. “Now no more crying and think about how you are going to talk to him. Also what you are going to say to him.” she says. “Okay I will.” I say. “How about this when I come back from my mini vacation. I could text Ales to meet me at a place and you will be there instead of me.” She says. “Yes that’s amazing but when will you be back.” I say. “I will be back in a day or two depends. Don’t worry when I come back I set the plan up okay. All you have to do is think about what you are going to say and do okay. I have to go see you soon.” she says. “Bye Ama thank you so much I love you.” I say. “I love you too no more crying and no more eating ice cream Bella.” she says. “Uhh I promise not to cry anymore but not the ice cream pleaassseee.” I begged her. “Fine Bella you can eat ice cream.” she says. “Yay Bye.” I say hanging up. 

After my call with Ama I decided to get up and start working on my designs. A few hours passed and I ended up on the sofa with junk food next to me watching TVD. Honestly a good way to end the day. I decided it was enough TVD for the day I did my skin care routine and went to bed.