The struggles of Neveah

Rose was a famous romance novels author and would sometimes communicate with her fans and answering her fans most asked questions so she posted a message for all he fans which read as above on the site.  Hello my dear readers and fans, my name is Rose as you all know. A lot of you guys have asked me about my role model and the person who inspired me to write such awesome books. So here I am sharing you the details in my new book and it's going to be a very motivational  book from me the exact opposite of the books you read from my published ones but, you will not regret it and I assure you of that. Maybe you might also get motivated the same way as I was and still am. My entire life career and success goes to this person and I dedicate my success to her only. Do wait for it and will be published soon in the book store in about a month from now on the 18th of December. This will be my Christmas gift to my fans and readers. I hope you all like the book as it's a true story of a real person. Thank you for supporting me all the time and patiently waiting for my books to be published. I love you guys the same as you do to me. I am nothing with the love and support from you guys and I really thank all of you guys from the bottom of my heart. See you soon with my new published book. After writing this long message and posting it online, the response to her message was flooded within 15 minutes after the post and soon Rose finalized her work of the book she was writing. Her role model and biggest supporter. She will never reveal her true name and identity as her role model is now quite a famous person in the world and a self made successor and billionaire in the world and no one can imagine what she has gone through to achieve the place she is in now. As Rose was thinking of her role model and while writing her story, she would often weep and cry as she knew how struggled her life in each step she had to take and she deserved all the success she had now more than anyone else in the entire world. I sometimes wonder why did god gave her all the pain and struggles in her life. Well only he knows and I cannot get that answer even if I wanted to hear it so badly. After thinking and crying for a while, Rose went into the deep slumber of sleep as sleep overtakes her taking to dream world. I would like to tell you a story of someone which will tremendously motivate you to not give up in your life ever. This a story of my friend and I am just narrating it to you guys. Before I tell you anything about her, let's go back to the brief story of her parents and her birth. I always use to admire her for her courage and determination to live life with the fullest and prove herself. I could not even know when she became my role model and I always look forward to her with the way she use to handle her situations and struggles. I cried my eyes out when I heard her life story for the first time and could not help wonder that she is one hell of a strong women ever I met in my entire life. It wasn't easy for me to get close to her and get to know her life story as she was a very calm and an introverted person. Never in my dreams did I even think about the struggles she has to go through to become what she was today. Maybe I was so moved  by her story so much that I never knew when my friendship turns into besties and from that to my role model. Before I confuse you more, let's start the story of my friend's (Neveah's) life.  Janet belonged to a conservative family but she was provided with all the freedoms one could desire. Her mother was strict and abide by the cultural aspects of the society and would strangle her freedom too. Neveah's father was a police officer who pampered Janet with everything she desire's. She was a literal daddy's princess and she knew it but she never took advantage of it and her father was well aware about it. Janet was the youngest in her family and has 2 older brother who would always tease her and annoys her a lot. She was free to study, learn how to drive and participate in all the extra curricular activities as her older brothers would protect her and stay by her side like her bodyguards. Even though her brother loved to annoy her, they were also over protective of her. She studied diligently, learned driving, participated in competitions and win them over. She was the person who was curious to learn new things and she would do it if her heart desires. When she was of age to get married, she always refuse the concept of getting married. This in return started gossips about her and the victim would always be her dad as everyone knew her dad pampers and spoils her. So everyone in the society blamed her dad for her to not agree for the marriage. This in return upsets Janet a lot as her dad went against the society for her to study, learn driving and participating in competitions. Janet thought that it was now time to return her father's goodwill by getting married. Thus she finally agreed and accepted the marriage proposal. Jaxon belongs to a very conservative family and abides  by the laws of society. He believed in the same thinking as freedom should be entitled to male only and females should remain at home. Clothes wore by female should cover up their entire body and should wear traditional clothes like dresses with full sleeves, cover all the hairs like people wearing hijab on their heads to cover up their hairs. He was strong, powerful and works really hard to achieve his goals and aims. He would give his 100 % when he wants to fulfill his wishes whether it's studies or work. Due to his strong will power and hard working abilities he has achieved everything in his life.  When he was introduced to Janet as a marriage candidate, he fell in love at the first sight of her photograph. In the photograph, she was wearing a white dress with matching jewelries and footwear and was smiling slightly which would mesmerize anyone who would see that picture. She was the definition of an angel who might have come directly from heaven. Jaxon was very mesmerized by her and instantly agreed for the marriage proposal by his parents. He was really happy that her marriage partner is very beautiful as well as educated even though the education was never his requirement for his ideal life partner.  Janet and Jaxon belonged to a conservative family and were married for about 2 years now. Jaxon loved Janet possessively and cherishes her a lot but on the other hand he was jealous and obsessed over her. Janet was not allowed to talk people, to be friends with opposite gender or even smile at others making her feel like a bird trapped in a cage. Janet now starts to wonder  that what happened to her life which was filled with freedom and happiness. She is now lonely as she could not do anything in her free time, communicate with her friends or visit them as Jaxon would not allow her and he would be busy with his job and work.  Finally Janet and Jaxon got married and started their married life but ends up being complicated as they were unable to understand each others perspectives. One was from a conservative family and other one was from conservative family but with all the freedom same as the male. One was expressive while the other was the exact opposite and was unable to express his love and feelings appropriately causing more misunderstandings and distance in their relationship resulting in more feuds and verbal fight leading to neglecting each other at one point.  Janet and Jaxon would always end up fighting, arguing and on bad terms with each other. Jaxon love Janet a lot but was unable to express his love towards her which makes Janet thinks that he hates her. The only thing their relationship needed was a good communication and understanding. As it was an arranged marriage, they were unaware of each other likes and dislikes. They did not had a chance to often have dates or get to know each other as they were married before these stages happened.  The year after their marriage, Janet conceived the kid and was now 6 months pregnant but due to their different personality and fights, she lost the baby making her emotionally vulnerable and the relationship which was hanging on a thin thread, drifted more apart. At one point, they even decided to get divorced but after some counselling sessions and therapies, they continued the marriage, started to get to know each other and started it the right way towards the relationship. Janet conceived again and was now happy, Jaxon was more than happy and took great care of Janet and their unborn baby. After 9 months, Janet gave birth to a beautiful daughter and was really very happy seeing her daughter for the first time. When Jaxon knows about the birth of their newborn baby to be a daughter he was happy but not excited as he was internally expecting a first born baby to be a  boy so that he can take care of his sister if they had a daughter afterwards but nonetheless was happy with the daughter. Janet was unaware of Jaxon's thought about their first born to be a boy than a girl. They were now on good terms and would not risk being back to those dreadful days where they had to get therapies for Janet. They named their daughter Neveah after a long thinking for the name. Janet started to take care of their baby and would raise her with love, affection and kindness. Neveah was very calm and a good daughter who would make Janet happy with her gestures and actions but, would always end up being sick. After having a few encounters of Neveah to be sick, Janet and Jaxon consulted their family doctor for the findings and root cause of sickness for their daughter. Every time Neveah ends up sick would break both Jaxon and Janet's heart, after all she is their first child born after all the struggles with their complex relationship. After the thorough body check up of the baby, the findings were appalling. Neveah had a weak constitution of body with being Thalassemic and Anemic making her often sick. Luckily, her Anemic parts compresses her Thalassemic making it a minor issue and refraining from frequent blood transfusion.  Getting a thorough explanation, Janet and Jaxon were now more determined to raise Neveah with everything and helping her with all of her needs even after she grew up and married. They went home and took care of Neveah in more ways than one. Neveah grew up with care and love from her parents, always calm and obedient. Neveah was now a year old and started babbling few words and calling her parents with ma and pa instead of mom and dad as she was still learning how to speak appropriately. Her health was still the same and often sick with one thing or the other due to low immunity and hemoglobin levels.  Neveah was now 2 years old, perfected few words, sentences and calling her parents properly. Janet was pregnant again and 6 months showing the baby bump. Janet and Jaxon were happy again and were eagerly waiting for the arrival of their new born baby. Neveah started to call Janet mommy and Jaxon daddy, she was still calm and would not talk unless she needs to making her a person of few words and sentences.  Time flew by and Janet gave birth to their second baby and was a boy. Both Janet and Jaxon were happy, they went home and Janet talked to Neveah, showed her the baby boy and tell her that this little baby here is her brother. Neveah was happy seeing her baby brother in her mother's arm squirming a little with his short limbs and hands.  Neveah squealed in excitement "Mommy, what is his name? Is he really my baby brother?? Can I also play with him and carry him??"  Janet smiled at her daughter's excitement and answered her questions one by one. "Neveah, do you have any name you want to call your baby brother with?" He really is your baby brother and you can play with him whenever you want. You will also be able to carry him after I teach you how to carry him as he is so small and you wouldn't want to hurt him or harm him accidentally, right?? Neveah: Can I call him Noah?? I want to call him Noah mommy. Also, I do not want to hurt my baby brother ever. Can you teach me to hold him where I will not hurt him? Janet: Oh dear, It's a beautiful name for your brother but may I ask you how did you came across such a beautiful name and why do you want to call him that?? Neveah: I always use to hear our neighbor aunt call a kid Noah whenever he would do some mischief and increase aunt's work. I wonder what it means though but, I like that name and always wanted to call my brother with that name. Janet chuckled at her daughter's explanation as the neighbor would scream at the kid saying No and when he would still do that she would murmur ahh!! What have you done now!! as she cannot help it now and has to clean up the mess he would create. Nonetheless, Neveah came up with a very good name and was proud of her daughter and her innocence.  Janet: Neveah, the neighbor kid's name is not Noah. Anyways, it seems like my daughter came up with a brilliant name with her naïve understanding. Yes dear, you can call him Noah and we all will call him the same. Are you now happy dear daughter?? Neveah exclaimed Happily, Yes mommy. I am very happy. Janet and Jaxon named their baby Noah as per Neveah's recommendations and Janet ended up explaining the silly story behind the name to her husband, Jaxon.  Neveah and Noah grew up together with Neveah still struggling with her health and Noah being perfectly healthy. Noah was always a smiling baby where Janet does not have to worry about him and giving more time to her to care more for Neveah with her often health issues. Apart from her being bed ridden due to her sickness, Neveah would spend her healthy days with Noah by playing with him, holding him in her arms just like how Janet taught her and would talk with her baby brother even though he would not understand anything at all. She would smile at him and the time she spent together with him turns out to be the happiest moment for Neveah. For some reason, Neveah was unable to express her feelings and share her inner turmoil happening within her mind and heart. She was very young but was surprisingly more mature than her age. She deliberately would not share her problems as she does not want to worry her parents and her brother was still a baby. She needs to take care of her young brother and be in the role of older sister for him to love him, support him in the future when needed and help her parents too. She was the perfect ideal daughter one could wish of and more.  Neveah did not know that she inherited the traits from both her mother and father. Her father's inability to express feelings and her mother's trait of inability to see her family suffer. Neveah being more matured and unable to talk to anyone about the thoughts or anything making her more depressed. She could not talk to her brother as he was younger and would not understand anything also it should be the other way around being the oldest. So, she always use to find her spot in her room's balcony and would look at moon silently admiring and cherishing it's light which would brighten up the place even in the night. Neveah always end up in the balcony at night to admire moon's light and since she does not have anyone to talk to she would look at the moon and talk all her worries to the moon. She knows that the moon would not be able to help her out or answer her worries but she is content with having to talk with moon as she knows no matter where she goes, moon will always be there up high above in the sky unlike people who might stab you in your back or leave you. She would always laugh, cry and talk with moon where one can say you can truly see Neveah's emotions which she hides from everyone else. The genuine smile, tears and even feelings were only shown in front of the moon. Since the very young age, she was already suffering health issues due to her low immunity and blood disorder making her sick every now and then. Still, she would endure all the pain and would not even cry or complain about it despite being in tremendous pain. She has a lovely family and she does not want them to worry about her as even if she would complain one could not help her with subsiding the pain. So, she learned to endure the pain at the very young age. She understands quite well that even if she cries or complain to her parents, they will be heart broken to see their daughter in this painful state and even they would be unable to help her out making them feel more guilty. Time passes by and Neveah was now 3 years old where Janet and Jaxon enrolled her in the kindergarten for her schooling and education. Neveah started going to school but was very calm and silent. She would not speak unless and until asked for and even if you ask anything to her she might reply with a voice too low to understand what she spoke which might make the person thinks that she was whispering. The tone was never too loud from Neveah's mouth and due to her being bed ridden time and time again she never learned to speak loudly or even a bit audible to other. As all this time the only thing on her mind was to learn how to endure pain without worrying her parents and falling tears from her eyes rather than to learn to speak loudly or audibly. Seeing her older sister wearing the uniform and going to school, Noah would admire her from far away. Even though Noah was a year and a few months old now, he wants to be with her sister and spend time with her playing like before. Even though he was still a kid, he was just as early mature as Neveah was. Noah was the exact opposite of Neveah, he was more of an outgoing and sociable person with a bit features of naughtiness and stubbornness. Neveah was quite calm, silent and introvert type personality while Noah was the extrovert type. He was still very young to be of certain that if his personality will stay the same or change.