The Pull of the Bond
I don’t know how long we stare at each other. It could be seconds or minutes. The café around us has gone unnaturally quiet; even the soft jazz playing from the speakers seems muffled. Damian hasn’t moved, hasn’t blinked. His eyes, those stormy blue eyes, are fixed on me like I’m the only thing keeping him anchored to the earth.
My hands are still gripping the counter so hard my fingers ache. I force myself to let go, wiping my palms on my apron to hide the tremor. Customers are watching now, some openly, others pretending not to. One of the bodyguards shifts his weight near the door, and I catch the subtle movement in my peripheral vision.
“Elena,” Damian says again, quieter this time, but the word still carries weight, like he’s testing how it feels on his tongue. “When do you finish your shift?”
The question catches me off guard. I glance at the clock above the pastry case, 3:47 p.m. Maria won’t mind if I leave a little early, but the thought of walking out of here with him makes my stomach twist.
“I… I close at six,” I manage. My voice sounds small, foreign.
He nods once, as if that settles something. “I’ll wait.”
Wait? For over two hours? In a café? I open my mouth to protest, but nothing comes out. He finally steps back, takes the coffee I poured, and moves to a corner table without another word. The two bodyguards follow, positioning themselves like silent sentinels. Damian sits with his back to the wall, facing me, and sips his coffee while scrolling through his phone. Every few seconds, his gaze lifts and finds mine.
I try to work. I really do. I wipe the same spot on the counter three times. I refill the sugar containers that don’t need refilling. Jess, my coworker, sidles up beside me, eyes wide.
“Okay, who is that?” she whispers, nudging me with her elbow. “He looks like he walked off a movie set. And he’s staring at you like you owe him money… or like he wants to eat you.”
I force a laugh that sounds more like a cough. “Just a customer.”
“With bodyguards? Come on, Elena. Spill.”
“There’s nothing to spill.” I busy myself rearranging the muffins in the display case. Jess gives me a skeptical look but lets it drop when a customer waves her over.
The next two hours crawl by. Every time I glance at Damian, he’s watching me. Not in a creepy way, there’s no leer, no smirk. It’s intense, focused, like he’s memorizing every detail. My wolf is restless beneath my skin, pacing and whining with a mix of fear and longing I haven’t felt in years. Mate, she keeps whispering. Real mate.
At 5:55, Maria emerges from the back office. She takes one look at Damian’s table, then at me, and raises an eyebrow.
“Everything okay out here?” she asks.
“Fine,” I say too quickly. “Actually… would it be alright if I left a little early? It’s slowed down.”
Maria follows my gaze to Damian, who has just stood and is buttoning his suit jacket. Understanding flickers across her face.
“Go ahead,” she says gently. “I’ve got it.”
I untie my apron with shaking fingers, hang it on the hook in the back, and grab my small crossbody bag. When I step out from behind the counter, Damian is already waiting by the door. The bodyguards fall in behind him.
Outside, the late afternoon air is cool, carrying the faint scent of rain. The street is busy, people hurrying home from work, cars honking in the distance. I stop on the sidewalk, unsure what to do with my hands.
Damian turns to me. Up close in daylight, he’s even more striking. There’s a faint scar cutting through his left eyebrow that I didn’t notice inside. His expression is unreadable, but his eyes are softer now.
“Walk with me,” he says. It’s not a question.
I should say no. I should tell him I have somewhere to be, make up an excuse, disappear into the crowd like I’ve done a hundred times before. But my feet move before my brain catches up, falling into step beside him.
We walk in silence for a block. The bodyguards trail at a discreet distance. Finally, he speaks.
“You’re a wolf.”
It’s not a question. I stop walking. My heart slams against my ribs.
“How did you—” I start, then stop. Of course he knows. He felt the bond the same moment I did.
“I’m not here to hurt you, Elena.” His voice is low, careful. “But I need to understand why I’ve never scented you before. Why you’re hiding in a human city, suppressing your wolf.”
I wrap my arms around myself. The memories I’ve buried for three years rise like bile in my throat.
“I’m a rogue,” I say flatly. “That’s all you need to know.”
He studies me for a long moment. “No. That’s not all.”
I start walking again, faster this time. He keeps pace easily with his long strides.
“You felt it,” he says quietly. “The bond. You can’t run from that.”
“I’ve run from worse.” The words slip out before I can stop them.
He grabs my arm, gently, but firmly enough that I stop. His touch sends sparks racing across my skin. I hate how good it feels.
“Tell me who hurt you,” he says, voice edged with something dangerous.
I pull away. “It doesn’t matter. It was a long time ago.”
“It matters to me.”
The sincerity in his tone catches me off guard. I look up at him, searching his face for any hint of mockery, any trace of the cruelty I once knew so well. There’s none. Only concern, and something deeper, possessiveness, maybe, but not the cold kind.
“I was rejected,” I say finally, the words tasting like ash. “By my first mate. Publicly. Three years ago. I left my pack and never looked back.”
His jaw tightens. A muscle ticks in his cheek. For a moment, I think he might say something angry, but when he speaks, his voice is steady.
“He was a fool.”
I laugh bitterly. “He was the future alpha of the Silver Moon Pack. He didn’t want a worthless omega.”
Damian steps closer, close enough that I have to tilt my head back to meet his eyes.
“You are not worthless,” he says fiercely. “And you are not an omega to me. You’re my mate.”
My breath catches. The bond pulses between us, warm and insistent, urging me to lean into him, to let him wrap me up and keep me safe. But I’ve trusted that feeling before.
“I don’t even know you,” I whisper.
“Then let me change that.” He reaches out slowly, giving me time to pull away, and brushes a strand of hair from my face. His fingers linger against my cheek. “Have dinner with me tonight.”
“I—”
“One dinner,” he says. “If you want nothing more to do with me after that, I’ll walk away. I swear it on the Goddess.”
I search his face again. There’s no smirk, no arrogance. Only quiet determination.
Against every instinct screaming at me to run, I nod.
“Okay,” I say softly. “One dinner.”
A small, relieved smile touches his lips, the first I’ve seen from him. It transforms his face, making him look younger, less guarded.
“Good.” He glances at his watch. “There’s a place nearby. Quiet. We can talk.”
As we start walking again, his hand brushes mine. This time, I don’t pull away when his fingers intertwine with mine.
I have no idea what I’m walking into.
But for the first time in three years, my wolf isn’t pacing in fear.
She’s hopeful.