Though I did realize what mistake I’ve done, I wanted to apologize, but I was too dumb to get words out of my mouth, I can not think and speak when I am angry and I cannot utter a word even if I thought about it a hundred times.
Anoushka pushed me to talk and I did try but every time I would approach he would say.
“I am busy, say only if it’s important.” Before I could say anything, he left already.
I cried, when I realized what I might have caused him and I cried realizing what a bad daughter I am. I however managed to keep my tears to myself until daddy planned a trip to Vaishnodevi , a very religious place which I am really not fond of.
There are reasons, such as I never happened to know my religion much and then next, I was misguided from the path of God, sort of or maybe completel
