the life of the mateless werewolf

Chapter one Willow's pov Splash........I woke up will shock and a racing heart . I looked around my shabby room. I was greeted with the face of my stepmother, who was looking so angry. Get up, you worthless thing, and go make us breakfast she said in a very loud tone . I quickly got up from my bed while looking at my battered alarm clock, which failed to wake me up . I'm going to be late for school again I , muttering to myself while rushing towards the kitchen, I'm so lucky I cleaned the house before going to bed or else I would have missed school again . My stepmother has been trying everything possible to make me flunk school, but that is the only thing keeping me going and giving me hope. I quickly got started on breakfast, and I made some toast ,bacon, and eggs and set the table . I looked around the house to check if anything was out of place. I didn't want to get into trouble before school. I set the glasses, silverware, and arranged the napkin and quickly checked my phone, which looked like something that could stop working at any time, but I always prayed it never did .it was currently 7:20 and breakfast started by 7:30 and I had to be at school at 8 o'clock so I quickly grabbed to apples from the pantry and rushed upstairs to get ready . I hastened my steps because our house was very be, and my room was at the extreme. I quickly took a shower and brushed my teeth. I glanced through my closet fill with old hand me down from the maid's and step siblings. I picked a black faded jeans and a washed pink sweater .I looked at myself in the mirror and held up a smile on my face while muttering to myself ...it's not that bad at least I have something to put on. I brushed my hair and put it in a ponytail, but it was still touching my waist. My hair was another thing that made me receive more hate because It was very long and was blonde, almost looking white, matching with my ocean blue eyes and naturally tanned skin. I don't know if I was beautiful, I have always been called names while growing up, names like werido,curse, witch, and stepmother very own favourite worthless thing. My life wasn't this miserable, but it got worse when my whole pack discovered I didn't wolf out, that I don't have a wolf, my father stopped caring about . When I was born I didn't look anything like father or mother , my father has very black hair and pale skin and my mother had brown hair, so I looked very different from my parents. My mother was accused of having an affair that broke my mom's heart. To not be trusted by your other half , your mate. It cause my mother to be depressed and she did not live for long after my birth. She died because my birth drained half of her life source and the mate bound between her and my father was suppose to heal her but after being rejected and accused by my father it broke her heart and her body couldn't take it. I was raised by the maids, and I was taught to be lucky I wasn't thrown away or abandoned. I have learnt to live like that, and because of my strange appearance, I have been saving up and keeping my grades up to achieve my dreams. I grabbed my leather bag and stuffed my apple inside and hung it on my shoulder, and left the house through the back door . School wasn't far from my home although I'm the only one who walked to school. Other kids drive or go by bus, but I don't have money or a car, so I use what I have, and I'm not complaining. I'm in 12 grade and in my senior year. I can't wait to graduate and live in this park. I luckily made it to school before first period. I located my locker and to out my maths book and headed to maths class.