Coveted {FINISHED}

|Chapter Sixteen |

It was just like before, my mind devoured by this overwhelming feeling eating me up from the inside and leaving me clinging for more. Every touch, every kiss vibrates through each and every nerve, his body moulding into mine as his lips worked against my neck.

My hips buckled under him, my legs rubbing against his as his arms wrapped themselves tightly around me. Our clothes were a bundled mess on the floor, the sheets tangled up under us as the candles flickered casting long shadows to dance across the ground and walls.

His tongue had explored me, savouring every last drop like before but this time he made sure to stop before I could c*m afraid to leave me spent like before and to be honest, I was grateful. This time . . . I wanted more . . .

"Are you sure?" He breathed, his voice like a gentle ripple in water as his lips pressed to my forehead. His brown eyes drank me in; darkening as he read the signs. I gave him a quick nod feeling him throb against my inner thigh, a low groan escaping his lips at how quickly and raw my answer was.

Hell, if there was ever a time I didn't care, that I just wanted it all . . . It was now.

But I also couldn't help the thought that fluttered through my mind. The clear obvious differences between the men in my life. Shane asked he took the time to read not just my lips but my eyes and my body. He was tender but savage- he let me decide, let me be in charge. The first time with Danny . . . My whole body was frozen, I moved my lips against him, let his hands wander over me but never did my body scream yes . . . Not like it should. Not that he cared. It was s*x after all and to him, it was way overdue.

Then there was the first guy I'd ever slept with. That was a mess. He had asked the exact same question except it was rushed and tight as if there was only one answer he was willing to hear. He was so clumsy, his hands stumbling everywhere tugging and rubbing until it hurt. That time, I was just still. I just wanted it to go okay, I didn't want to be the girl who f****d like a lumpy mattress. Ha, guess that's what I ended up as that night anyway.

But Shane . . . He could read everything wanted to read every little sign. Hell, that had to be one of the biggest turn-on possible!

"Last time I checked . . . you made a promise that you still need to keep." his eyes glistened, the corner of his lips tugging into a wider smirk.

"That I did. Well then, I guess I better get started just don't pass out too quick." His soft hands gently stroked my hip down my thigh as I sucked in a breath, my head rolling back into the pillow as my whole body fell into an eruption of hot, throbbing need following every touch he left on me. "Shane . . ." I breathed, my mind fighting to string the right words together.

I could feel his lips pulling into a smirk against my burning skin, his thumb teasing my c**t as his finger probed my entrance. I dug my nails into his shoulder as my body tensed begging him but he was hell-bent on taking his time, his finger barely entering me as his thumb rubbed faster only to come to a complete stop before repeating the process.

"Please," I breathed out, my voice a stranger to my ears as my lips trembled. 

"Please what?" he breathed, I could feel the smile forming on his against my cheek as he trailed a march of kisses across every surface he could reach. 

"Please just . . . f**k me! Oh my god just f**k me," I begged breathless, my hands clawing at his back as his chuckle filled the air. A second later he shifted above me balancing his weight on his hands pressed firmly on either side of me as he lined himself up to my entrance. The minute I felt him enter, my mouth dropped as I sucked in a deep breath, my eyes shut as my fingers found their way into his tousled hair. My legs wrapped around his waist, tightening as to push him further in, I wanted to feel every last inch. It felt like years we'd been waiting and all I wanted was to fall whole and completely into him.

A low moan escaped his mouth, his eyelids fluttering closed as I tightened around him, my hips lifting from the mattress and grinding my pelvis against his, wanting to feel nothing but all of him moving inside me. 

Thoughts racing, my hands ran across his chest before disappearing in his hair again, his thrusts increasing until I couldn't hear my own moans over the building ripple of pleasure threatening to burst. But I didn't want it to end like that, not that quickly yet his speed on increased as he pulled himself completely out of me and thrust right back in, the tip of his manhood slamming into my back walls and causing my whole body to crumble against the mattress in a wave of spasms.

Slowing down, Shane looked at me, his lips planting themselves on my forehead over the stray strands of hair sprawled out across the pillow and my skin. "It feels so much better when you just let go huh?"

"You have no idea," I breathed, my hands weakly grasping his arms as my body shuddered in pleasure. At that moment it was like peace on earth, my mind unable to focus on anything but the warmth swallowing me whole. 

"In that case," he whispered, his lips now moving to my earlobe as he nibbled on the sensitive piece of skin, biting down and freeing it. "I won't stop. Time to keep my word."

Pulling himself out from inside me, Shane shifted down until his lips were firmly glued to my p***y, his tongue continuing its assault on my c**t as he eased two fingers deep inside slowly teasing my walls as I tightened again around him. My legs wrapped around his shoulders, my hand gripping the top of his hair as I couldn't help but lift my hips a little and grind against his face. The feeling gently building in the pit of my stomach as my body tried latching on to it, my thighs wanting to squeeze together and my fingers curling tightly around the strands of dyed blond hair. 

One of his hands pressed against my stomach, holding me down as the other sneaked across grasping my n****e between his fingers as his tongue continued probing into my entrance, drinking up every drop he could get before rotating back to my c**t. With each stroke of his tongue, I could feel myself nearing closer and closer to the edge, every nerve in my body tightening as I squirmed against his hand but he never let me go, instead, he increased the speed of his tongue until I was screaming out begging for him to f**k me again. 

And without hesitation, he listened. Pulling away he hurled my legs up resting them against his chest and holding them in place with his hands wrapped around my ankles as he thrust himself back into me. My legs trembled, my fingers curling around the thin sheets as my voice faded into the nose of his body meeting mine repeatedly in quick steady strides. 

"Oh . . . my . . . god . . . " I managed to force out, my words barely understandable over the building wave rumbling inside of me, ready to pour over but just like before, just like that other night, he never stopped. He kept going over my cries as I reached my climax, my body wanting to fall in a heap on the mattress but his hands and body not letting it be. Instead, he let my legs go, lifeless by his waist as his hands took hold of the crook under my knees, still holding me in place as his pace slowed. 

He leaned down pressing his lips gently against mine, his haggard breath washing over my face in a cooling effect as the sweat had already started building, the hairs on the side stuck my temples. I let my fingers find their way back into his golden strands, twitching under him as he remained buried deep inside me. "You haven't . . . you know . . . " I whispered, my voice in a daze as his chuckle vibrated through my chest, his eyes still closed.

"There is plenty of time for that. Right now, my job is to take care of you."

"I think you've done a pretty good job so far," I added, my heart slowly calming as my body tingled all over. "I think I should have a go."

At that his eyes shot open, the corner of his lips twitching as he stared down at me with curiosity. I took that second to push against his chest until he sat up, a moan escaping my lips as he pulled himself out from inside me allowing me to push him onto his back, my legs straddling his waist as I looked down at the surprise washing across his features. I rested my hands flat down on his chest, beads of sweat trapped under my palms as rouge strands of my hair fell across my shoulders brushing my chest as I lifted my hips allowing him to line himself back up against my entrance.

I slowly guided my waist down taking my time as I felt him slide inside, my walls tightening once more. I couldn't help tilting my head back, my eyes closing as my mouth opened to let out a small moan. His hands gripped my hips, his nails digging further into my skin with a groan as he slowly directed me, at first I let him. I took slow strides, my pelvis grinding in him until I went faster. His eyes locked on mine, darker then I'd ever seen them and it shot a hot rod through me, my fingers digging into his chest as I went faster. 

I could feel him inside me pulsing, his breath was heavier now hitching as his muscle tightened his skin glistening with sweat under the glow of the candles. I got so lost looking at him, my body driven by all his reactions. The way his mouth would part just a little to let out a moan, the way his hands pushed against my hips riding me harder against him, the way his eyes held mine devouring my body as my breasts bounced my n*****s caught between his teeth as he suddenly sat up wrapping his arms around me. He tugged, biting down a little hard and pulling so my n****e snapped from his lips before one hand circled its way up around my neck, his lips taking the skin on the crook of my neck hostage. "That's it, Nancy, just like that." He breathed, his voice hoarse. 

I kept going until I felt him tense around me his muffled groans falling into my skin as I milked him until he came. 

"Oh wow . . . Bad timing!" The sudden panicked voice was all it took to shatter the fragile, passion-filled glass we'd created around us. Shane's head lifted immediately, my own eyes snapping to the entrance of the tent as my cheeks instantly burned red all the way down to my sweat naked chest. 

"Oh my god!" I cried, throwing my body to the ground and far from Shane. I clutched the sheets to my chest, my body crumbled into itself trying to shield as much as I could while Jeremy quickly averted his eyes. 

"I'll . . . Um . . . Uh- tents huh? No doors to knock on . . . Who the hell invited that huh?" He threw out quickly with a nervous chuckle. His hands raced across the back of his hair, his long-sleeved black top rising from the hilt of his blue jeans. "Yeah . . . I'll be outside."

With that, he left and I sat there staring at the entrance in silence. 

"Nancy?" Shane whispered. When I looked up at him, he was still sat the same way I had left him except now a controlled smile was spread over his face, his composer completely calm. 

"Nancy? Are you seriously! He just- he just . . . Oh god!" I yelled slapping my hands over my eyes, my knees falling from my chest. "He just caught us f*****g and he probably knows about Ian and Regan and oh god! How are you so calm? Oh yeah, you're not the one he's gonna think-"

"Think what?" Shane mumbles cutting me off. "My brother isn't a sexist snob who thinks an action as pure as this makes you anything but in tune with yourself, your body and your desires. I told you Nancy, a brothers bond-"

"Is special, yeah yeah I remember." I groaned, my panic subsiding a little but then again that could have just as easily been Shane's doing. 

"Go on, go outside, speak to him before you torture yourself over what you think he thinks of you. Jeremy does have a thought about you but I can promise you, it's not what you think." He said gently, reaching for his clothes as I did the same. I quickly yanked them on and took a deep breath by the entrance. 

"You promise?" I whispered, looking back at him from over my shoulder. He smiled up at me before walking towards me only in his jeans. My eyes forced themselves away from his chest as he cupped my cheek and pressed his lips to the corner of my own. That same calmness spreading all over me like a blanket. 

"I promise."

I walked out to find Jeremy sat with his back to the tent but the minute I stepped out, the noise of my shoes crunching the leaves bellow was his sign as he jumped up facing me. His cheeks were stained with a light pink that blotched around his ears, his eyes a soft brown looking at me sheepishly. 

"Hey . . . About what-"

"Nah dude, you don't have to explain. It's on me for just busting in there like Indiana Jones." He said quickly. With that I didn't know what to say- I mean he literally just caught me screwing his brother! The awkward silence lodged itself between us as my eyes flew to the ground, my newly healed leg twirling the dead leaves before he added, 

"Wanna play some video games?"