Twisted Loves

Chapter 12

    When I saw Kaden and Xander looking at me, I was afraid. I wasn’t doing anything wrong or inappropriate, but they didn’t know that. Before I could react, Drake stood and walked away from the table towards the doors where my men stood. I watched in horror, afraid of what was going to happen. I saw Drake say a few things to Xander, then leave the room. My heart was racing and I couldn’t speak or move.

    “Nik, calm down, girl,” I heard Josh say. I hadn’t realized I started hyperventilating, and at this point there were tears running down my cheeks as I tried to breathe, but couldn't.

    Xander and Kaden were next to me, trying to calm me down. Kaden eventually just scooped me in his arms, causing sparks to ignite my body, and carried me out of the cafeteria back to my hospital room. When he sat me on the bed, he took one hand while Xander took the other, making me able to calm down for the most part. Josh stood in the doorway, watching me with concern and fear. I closed my eyes and calmed down enough to mindlink him to leave, that I was going to be okay.

    When he was gone, I laid my head back and gripped onto the guys hands hard, although they didn’t mind at all. I opened my eyes and was met with Xander’s icy blue ones to my right, and Kaden’s golden brown ones to my left. I smiled and sat up slowly, the guys helping me gently.

    “So, I assume you two have made a choice?” I asked, wanting to know what their decision was. I was nervous, but the fact they both were holding onto me and not growling was a good sign.

    Xander chuckled while Kaden leaned in and kissed my cheek. He then gently trailed his soft lips towards my ear and whispered, “We have, princess. If you’ll have us.” I shuddered in delight and felt myself get wet at the thought of having them. This was not how I imagined this would go, and I blushed in embarrassment.

    Kaden growled in my ear softly before nipping at my earlobe as Xander’s eyes grew dark. I turned my head down, causing my hair to fall in front of my face hiding my blush. The boys chuckled and Kaden pulled his head back as Xander placed a finger under my chin, pulling my face towards his to kiss my lips as he brushed my hair away. The kiss was soft, warm, and full of passion. Sparks shot through my brain as I pressed my lips against his, refusing to part my lips when he traced his tongue along my bottom lip. I felt Kaden gently move my hair to the right side over my shoulder, the sparks from his fingers brushing against my neck causing me to gasp, granting Xander entrance which he took. His tongue darted inside, quickly, but softly, exploring every inch. Kaden kissed where my neck and shoulder meet, gently biting where his mark would one day reside. I reached one hand behind Xander’s neck, running my fingers up through his jet black hair, while my other hand grabbed Kaden’s hand and brought it close against me. After a few minutes, they swapped and Kaden was making out with me as Xander had moved my hair over my left shoulder and kissed and nipped at my right.

    They pulled away after a few more minutes, and I whimpered at the loss of contact. I wanted them now, I wanted all of them, even though that was my first kiss and I’d never done anything more. They laughed and each took a hand and kissed it. I pouted and crossed my arms across my chest to show them I was clearly upset.

    “My little butterfly, we aren’t going to take you here. It’s not right,” Xander explained, making me turn away from him. I felt him stand behind me, pressing himself against the edge of the bed.

    Before I could say anything, Kaden gently grabbed my hair in his fist, pulling me back, making me pressed back against Xander as Kaden pressed his forehead against mine. “Princess, do you know what a dom is?” he asked me. I shook my head no, not sure what he was talking about. I felt Xander growl softly behind me and wrap his arms around my waist from behind. “A dom is a dominant in the s****l world, Princess. It means we take control, and you, our submissive, does anything we ask.”

    “If you stray from our rules, you’ll be punished. If you disobey, you will be punished. If you argue or talk back, you will be punished,” Xander added, whispering into my ear from behind. “However, you are innocent, and I will not have your first time be here in a hospital bed.”

    I understood that. They respected me enough to not make my first time be something less than magical.

    “Do you understand, Princess?” Kaden asked, looking into my eyes.

    “Yes,” I answered, barely above a whisper.

    “Yes, what?” Xander asked behind me.

    “Yes, daddy,” I corrected. What did I just do?

    “Good. Now we have to go prepare for the challenge. It’s in two hours. Xan needs to warm up and we’ll be back for you,” Kaden stated. I dropped my head, not happy about the challenge. Kaden stepped away, leaving just Xander holding me from behind, pressed against his chest. He gently turned me around and cupped my cheeks with his massive hands, tilting my face so that I was looking at him.

    “Nikki, listen to me. I know you aren’t happy about this idea, but it has to be done. I will fight for you until there’s nothing left in me. You are mine. Please don’t be mad at me for this,” Xander pleaded, looking directly into my eyes. I saw the pain and fear that I would hate him for this in his eyes. I sat up on my knees and wrapped my arms around his neck before slamming my lips against his. He quickly returned the gesture, pulling me tighter against his body. I instinctively wrapped my legs around his waist, and he easily held up my entire weight. I pulled my lips away and pressed my face into the crook of his neck, inhaling his sweet scent. He didn’t pull away, though I know he needed to go prepare. He just held me and ran his fingers through my hair lovingly, not saying a single word.

    After another few minutes, Xander pulled away from me and Kaden came over kissing me softly on the lips before leaving the room. Xander followed suit, his kiss a little longer. I was nervous, not for Xander, but for Drake. I don’t know what was going to happen at this challenge, and I didn’t want to know until it was over.