Lost without you

YOU ARE THE REASON

"Pass me the butter". Jin ordered me around as i was learning to cook.

Everyone ate the food that jin made. I too joined them and ate whatever Jin made.

"masisseoyo!!!! (it's delicious)" i said with a mouthfull of pancakes.

"Yah! thanks! I hope you cook better than this someday, because i can't cook everday you know? That's one of the reasons why you've been hired" Jin said with a straight face.

"Ne oppa, mianhae!"

"Y/N are you aware of your duties for today?" namjoon asked me.

"aniyo oppa" i replied with a dumb face.

"well clean the hyung line's rooms first and then the living room" Namjoon replied and went to his room.

i started cleaning at 10 am and finished at 2 pm. Jeez the rooms were horrible! No wonder they needed a caretaker. i thought to myself and started giggling.

"What are you laughing at?" Taehyung popped up in front of me.

" ummm geunyang (nothing) oppa!".

Obviously i couldn't tell him that i was laughing at the conditions of their rooms.

"anyways you should go get ready, You're supposed to go out with jungkook today" there was a slight bleakness in his voice.

"Sure oppa!" i was about to leave but a question popped in my mind.

"Does jungkook prefer a certain type of color or dress?"

Taehyung seemed annoyed but suddenly his face lighted up.

"Come with me"

i followed him, he was going to my room? why?

"Let me help you dress up!" Taehyung said with his boxy smile.

"WhaAt!?"

"i mean I'll pick out the right dress and the right color and make sure you look great"

Taehyung expalined what he actually meant by 'help you dress up'

"well it's not a date anyways, so i can wear anything right? i just wanted to know a specific color that he'd like."

"oh okay then go with BLACK" Taehyung said and left.

it was almost like he was hurt.

I ignored the fact and dressed up.

I wore a black shirt with black shorts and black boots and my (black) hair tied up into a neat ponytail.

There you go.

I went into TAEHYUNG's room first to ensure he's fine and also to ask does this outfit look alright.

"Hey tae oppa! how does this look?"

"TAEHYUNG?"

he wasn't in his room. I was about to leave when a notification popped up on his phone and then another and another.

i decided to check it.

"Hey jagiya! where are you? i miss you!"

"the world is so gloomy without you"

My heart somehow shattered into a million pieces.

"hey what are you doing?"

TAEHYUNG suddenly came in.

i ran out with no reply. Tears slowly started falling down my face.

Afterall Taehyung was the only reason why i wanted this job in the first place

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