Lost without you

"Wanna be a Kim Y/N?" Taehyung said as he got down on one knee. The crowd went wild, mostly armies. This was the moment I've been waiting for my entire life. I could finally leave all of it behind and be with you. "Ye-" Just as i was about to be his, i noticed .They were here. With their guns pointing at all the seven members from a distance. He shook his head in denial. I was scared. I couldn't put them in danger. "I can't, I'm really SORRY Taehyung" I spoke hesitantly and ran away from the booing perplexed crowd. _____________________________________________ Rain poured down from the sky mixing up with my tears. How i wished things could've been better. Much better than this. "I just want you to know, that if i were to die tomorrow, I'd be glad to die beside you. And I'm SORRY, for everything!" I wrote on a small piece of paper and dropped it in his mailbox. One last glance at their house. One last view of where i could've been. One last smile to the place which i could've called 'Home'. "GOOD BYE." i murmured on the verge of tears. I Post-hastedly turned and ran to my car, i closed the door behind me and told my driver to take me to the airport. Just as soon as i sat i brust into tears. I couldn't help it. I lost him. I lost them. I lost my everything. The petrichor which had always seemed the most gratifying to me, today appeared seamlessly irksome. You'll always live on in my Heart. You all will. I hope you forgive me.