Lost without you

Epilogue

"Wanna be a Kim Y/N?" Taehyung said as he got down on one knee.

The crowd went wild, mostly armies.

This was the moment I've been waiting for my entire life.

I could finally leave all of it behind and be with you.

"Ye-" Just as i was about to be his, i noticed .They were here. With their guns pointing at all the seven members from a distance.

He shook his head in denial. I was scared. I couldn't put them in danger.

"I can't, I'm really SORRY Taehyung"

I spoke hesitantly and ran away from the booing perplexed crowd.

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Rain poured down from the sky mixing up with my tears. How i wished things could've been better. Much better than this.

"I just want you to know, that if i were to die tomorrow, I'd be glad to die beside you. And I'm SORRY, for everything!"

I wrote on a small piece of paper and dropped it in his mailbox.

One last glance at their house.

One last view of where i could've been.

One last smile to the place which i could've called 'Home'.

"GOOD BYE." i murmured on the verge of tears.

I Post-hastedly turned and ran to my car, i closed the door behind me and told my driver to take me to the airport.

Just as soon as i sat i brust into tears.

I couldn't help it.

I lost him. I lost them.

I lost my everything.

The petrichor which had always seemed the most gratifying to me, today appeared seamlessly irksome.

You'll always live on in my Heart. You all will. I hope you forgive me.