Chapter – 156 Life was fun and games when we were kids. The world was innocent of our n***d eyes. It was beautiful and kind. But nothing is the same anymore. It’s cruel. Now that I look forward to my life unfolding, I see how things just turn more and more complex. They were never like this before. It’s not the same. Or maybe I'm not blessed enough to enjoy sweet fruits. There are turnings to hell and bumps to wounds every place I see. Its pain is mostly deep cuts, they just bleed all my emotions out and turn me empty to the core. But what’s pleasure without pain. The stubborn roads on the road to hell finally undo once we see the broken clock on the stiff wall that can show the time two times in any day. Dad might be right. Confronting my fears calms me down, better than the most deadly

