The Cursed Girl

Chapter 38

Gwen 

"I knew this but I just wanted confirmation. Did Jackie give this to Avelyn?" I asked him.

"I don't think so because when she died, I had saw this pendent on her body but as I was not present on the funereal so I don't really know." I nodded.

"That day when I make you see this pendent you knew to whom this belong. Didn't you?" 

"Yeah I knew but I also knew that this was buried with her but after seeing it once again I thought for a while whether it was buried with her or not." I sighed.

"That doesn't matter now. But can you tell me how was the relationship of dad and Jackie after my mother came in his life." He sighed.

"Not so much good. From childhood they both are have been very close and I also know that Mark just saw Jacqueline as a friend only but she didn't. But as he wasn't able to find someone so he decided to be with her and knock her off as well but who knew that he will find someone in the same university in which he had graduated and will be a teacher over there and that was your mother. Then the girlfriend boyfriend relationship fall between them and soon their friendship was also on stake because your father was ready to be friend with her for forever but he can't love her same as he was loving your mother and this can't be taken by Jacqueline and she clearly accounted that she will have him or else she will kill Lina as well as you but she was never successful as Mark always used to save both of you until he had finally took a step and took away Avelyn from her and  sent her to Spain to stay. There she found so many people who deal with drugs and she was found death after few years because of too much consuming of drugs."

"Love is really playful as well as dangerous. See it had damage so many life yet I had heard that love is the most beautiful thing in the world but what about them who had suffer because of this thing?"

"Getting love is hard and letting it go is also hard. Sometime we have to give up on those things which was never ours but holding on it will not damage anyone but will damage ourselves. Not only love does this but jealousy, anger, sadness, happiness can also damage us. This is on us how we take care of these emotion and should know when we should let go and when we should hold. My brother did find love but no one really knew that this love couldn't be completed." A small crook smile came over my face. 

"I don't really know what to ask next but I guess you won't be able to give me all the answers, so just tell me if you know that where is Avelyn? She wasn't in her room in the morning as well." 

"I don't know where she is. I haven't seen her from morning as well." I nodded.

"Then I must take my leave from here." He didn't said anything. I stood up and was ready to go.

"Gwen." He said and I turned to him but he wasn't looking to me. "Love does hurt when you have to do something which hurt the other person whom you love. I would only suggest you that please don't assume anything because what the person in front  of you is suffering from you don't know." I looked at him weirdly.

"I will remember this." I walked towards my room and closed the door behind me and I went to the bed and sat on it and than my eyes went on the canvas and I suddenly remembered that I had forget to bring it with me and I guess he also didn't remember that I had to bring something to him. I opened my message app but close it instantly. I guess tomorrow I will pay him visit once again and I hope that he would love this. I laid down on the bed and was thinking all the information that I had got today from uncle. 

Falling in love is beautiful but when you have let go of that love than you feel hurt as well. Just like Jackie felt or maybe I should say Jacqueline. And about that pendent only Avelyn can tell me the truth and I have to find out about this as soon as possible. I hope that Avelyn found he soulmate that she doesn't end up like her mother because this life is precious and it is also about sacrifice that you make and failure that had pull you down to your success. 

I wanted to sleep but at the same time I wanted to be awake so that when Avelyn will be home than I could talk to her about this matter. This thing is making me more and more confusing with every passing days and I can't really figure out what I should do. I come out of my room and locked it and went downstairs and went in the garden and looked at the pool where I had found the most creepy things in my life and that day I had also lost the most precious thing that I had received from Leandro. It hurts me till now that I had let go of that thing. I looked at my foot and found the fading scar and I smiled a bit. This scar that I had got when I had an accident with piano and I am thankful that, that day Tsetan was there to save me or else I also don't know where I would be. I sat on the bench.

"Hey Gwen you are over here and I was looking for you everywhere." I heard Justin voice and saw him holding two bowls and I looked at him with confused eyes and she sat beside me and handed me a bowl and found pasta in that.

"Thanks, you have made it?"

"I had tried to make it and I don't know if you will like it or not."

"Thank you so much. I can't really think that you know that I like pasta the most." I squealed and he chuckled. I took a bit and it was a bit spicy and was quite salty as well but no problem. "It is bit spicy and salty but no problem. This is your first try and you have done pretty good."

"Thanks for the compliment." We were eating and was watching the sun being set and this was beautiful. 

"Well this sun setting is beautiful." 

"Indeed." I heard him saying and I was end up eating all the food even though at some point I felt as if I don't want to eat. "Here is chocolate but before that drink water." I looked at him weirdly.

"Why this chocolate?"

"As the compensation of the damage that I have cause." I pointed at the empty bowl and he nodded and I giggled. 

"Thanks." I said and he handed me the water and I was feeling good. We talked a bit and then I went to my room and unlocked it and when I entered the room I found it was dark. I opened it and found my room was a mess with paints spread everywhere. I quickly check my mother sketch which was safe. Thank god that I had put it in a safe place and I stood up and found a canvas and on that something was written in red and was crossed with black.

You don't have so many days Gwen.

Basically my name was crossed and this was something which terrified me. Who had done this and why they are behind me only? I collapsed on the floor while I didn't really know what to do and something inside me built up and I ended up being fainted on the floor.