The Cursed Girl

Chapter 30

Gwen 

I was in my private library and was going through the photo album but  couldn't really found any photo related to my mother or either Avelyn's mother. It is like that they never exist in my father's world except two of us and I still can't relate why my father's parents came and talk with us. This is really confusing and I think that I will find about this as well. 

I throwed another album and I looked back and found the mess that I have created within few minutes and I sat down over there with defeat because I don't think that I will be ever to find how my mother looked like and how Avelyn's mother look like. I stood up once again but this time I have saw something on the floor and I remember that when I have come over here with Tsetan, I have seen this photo over here only and I picked it up quickly without wasting my more time and I was a bit shocked because it was containing my father and his colleague photograph and I found two faces which were beside him and   one of the lady I knew very well. She looks just like me as I am now and this is not so much hard to know who she is. My mother and at the other side a lady was having a smile but her eyes were burning and she was somewhat looking like Avelyn and it suddenly hit me that it must be Avelyn's mother. This photo doesn't have to do anything with me and Avelyn. I mean that in this we both are not present that means there must be more photos like this.

I sat on the floor and searched through there only and found around three or four album which were quite wrinkle. I didn't really though behind this heavy books, I will try to find the truth. I opened the first one and found my dad with his parents and maybe this is the first time when I am seeing them. I am a bit of emotional  and this album ended with my dad getting graduated from the school and that too with Jackie. They both are looking so much good together. Then in second album there is pictures of dad and his friends and I think I have seen one of them but I can't remember and I took out the photo in which he was with all his g**g and I also took out my grandparents picture and t also ended soon but in this there was no Jackie and I opened the third album which started with a baby girl and below it was written Avelyn and I smiled looking at her and I turned the pages when seeing her with dad and also with her mother and I also saw my dad getting graduated from university and he was holding Avelyn in his hand. This must be the most beautiful picture that I have seen in my life and this can't be compare to any jewel and I took it out as well. Avelyn is looking so much happy being lifted by father in the air. I opened the fourth one and that contained my mother and father and somewhere I am feeling that my mother shouldn't have come in my father's life than maybe Avelyn could have a better future and dad would have married Jackie and all that but my mother came in his life and dad liked her more than anything. I took out the photo of both of them and put everything back and was clearing the mess.

I never really thought that one of the reason that we can't have family could be my mother who had hold on dad like anything. I want to talk with Avelyn as soon as possible. I was about to leave when I saw something and that was my father's notebook and I was quite hesitating before opening it and found some photograph were pasted with something written under them and I stopped at the page where my mother was wearing her wedding dress and was having me in her belly and suddenly something click me. This wedding dress is familiar and I realised that this is the same wedding dress which that lady had wore in my dream. That means that lady is none other person but my mother only. This is quite shocking. I closed the notebook and decided to take it with me.

I come out of the house and locked it and sat in the car and drove away with so many thoughts inside my head. I won't really forget this day because this dad had brought me closer to something which I haven't imagine in my dreams as well. Till now I had thought that we both were real sisters but who knew that we weren't and I could understand why we never had the bond of sister and why she was kind of indifferent tome because she knew that I wasn't her sister at all and that is why she never really talked with me as well. Maybe I was destined to heard the truth indirectly and Avelyn also didn't told me anything. I reached the house and took out everything and ran inside my room and close the door when entering in the room and sit on my study table and looked through the pictures and suddenly I heard the knock on the door and hide those in my drawer and opened the door and found my grandmother on the door and she was holding the tray in her hand and I looked at her confuse.

"You haven't had your lunch. Come on and have the lunch your you will become weak and I couldn't see my granddaughter to get sick." I chuckled at her statement and she came and sat on the bed and started to feed me even through I have protested but she didn't really listen to me and after that I put my head on her lap and she was running her hand in my hair and this was giving me relief.

"So where you have went?" 

"No where just was roaming here and there."

"Don't lie to me. I am your mother's mother. I know when you lie." I chuckled at her statement.

"I went to our old house as I was missing dad." I said.

"Honey, do be sad. I am sure that wherever he is, he must be loving both of you."

"Grandma do you think that Avelyn could have a better life if my mother didn't entered in my father's life?"

"Maybe. But now nothing could be change and don't think so much about this."

"Gwen, Gwen." I heard aunt voice and me and grandmother come downstairs and looked at aunt. "Someone wants to meet you." I looked at the gate and my eyes widen.

"Mr. Jefferson." I said and now I have realised that now I have to tell him the truth.