By the time we returned to the house, the shock from the clearing had settled into something quieter and harder to carry. The porch steps groaned beneath my weight as I sat down, and the ordinary warmth of the morning made everything feel stranger. Sunlight moved through the trees in soft patches, and somewhere beyond the clearing a bird called as if nothing important had changed. I rested my elbows on my knees and looked out at the grass, trying to make sense of a life that no longer fit the shape I had given it. For eighteen years, I had believed I was the mistake. I had believed it because every day seemed to prove it. I was the girl who never shifted, the daughter my father stopped defending, the burden my stepmother learned to use when she wanted more power for her own child. It had

