Enduring the Storm

Chapter 20 Dessert No One Asked For

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Brooke's POV

I know I have to resist his advances but the pressure to give in is undeniable.. So it is hard to say no to a man I am not actually interested in, when I haven't had something like this in so long.. and for whatever reason, even though he doesn't know me, he does know what to do to make me feel good, making this resistance hard to keep going. But I have to try so I don't hate myself because I am not just some wh*re he can get whatever he wants from, by paying in one way or another. But he seems to think I am, saying I need to work what's in his pants to stay on the boat, but I think I can work it off in other ways.. But what if this resistance gets me killed? I don't know if it will, but I deserve to tell him how I feel, even if it's not the answer he wants.

My head won't stop shaking back and forth as his lips drift from mine to my ear. He sucks lightly on it before stopping to say. "You seem like you have been through so much and deserve to be taken care of, like a queen." as he hums this out it makes my ear vibrate as I hum in response, knowing it's true, but not wanting to tell him he is right. "You deserve to be taken care of." he coos into my ear again as I nod, so he takes this opportunity to kiss gently over the curve of my neck. His touch feels so good that even though I don't like him, my body is liking what he is doing and telling me to go with it. When my mind knows that I shouldn't.

"No.. I.. don't want this." I say with such conviction behind my words, but he still doesn't believe me as he laughs into my neck, sending more chills through me. "Yes you do." I shake my head but don't have the strength within my turned on body to say it. "You know that you need this.. I can tell you want this release.. and it's ok, let me help you feel good.. feel relieved." he says as I shake my head while the goosebumps trails over every inch at his gentle touch. "No.. I.. I don't." I say this not convincing him at all, as he chuckles then lifting my dress.

I try to push it down but he just pulls my hair back until I am looking up at him. He quickly leans in and attacks my lips with his again. I feel his fingers slide under my dress, past my underwear and pushing into me as I moan into his lips. I shake my head as I use my hands to push his face away. "No.. I don't.. want this." I say breathlessly as he pumps his fingers into me. The sensations run through me like a drug, relaxing me while tantalizing my insides, making it so much harder than I ever imagined to resist.

"It's ok to want this Brooke.. It's ok.. I want this too.. It's ok to get your release from whoever you want.. this is a free world to be with whoever you want and not be thought of as a wh*re.. I promise I will make you feel so good." He says as his breath feathers over my lips as his fingers pull out, then push inside of me vigorously. My back arches in pleasure as I continue to shake my head. "No.." I say as I grip the chairs arms so tight to steady my writhing body. He laughs as he says. "but this feels so good right?" I nod as I let out a light moan, still trying to fight this, but the feelings are running rampant through me, giving me sensations that I haven't felt in so long so it's almost impossible to ignore at this rate.

Maybe he is right and even though I don't like him, I can give into my urges, getting the relief that I have been wanting for a long time now. No, I can't, it's not right.. that's not what I want with him.. but he is seducing me so successfully that I don't know if I have the strength to say no. But I have to.. I don't want this with him. I have a choice.. I am not just his toy, so I won't let myself be used like one.

I put my hands on his chest as I pushed him away. "Please, William.. stop.. I don't want to do this.. That is not the kind of person I am." I state this as I push my chair out and turn around to walk out of the room even though I have no idea where I would go. "You need this.. I need this.. and you are mine.. So I don't remember asking." he says, grabbing my arm and spinning me around as he crashes his lips to mine, wrapping his arms tightly around me before pushing me back until we hit the table. He pushes the food off the tabletop and onto the floor without even breaking our kiss as he picks me up by my waist and puts me on top of the empty table. I break our kiss as I try to turn to leave, but his tight hold won't let me.

"I am a man that doesn't see a woman as often as I would like.. and you're gorgeous, making you almost impossible to resist, and besides, I can tell you how badly I need this release as well.. I am a man who knows a woman's body, and let me tell you, I can make you feel things you haven't felt ever, or haven't felt in a long time." he says into my neck as these words send chills through me as I want to object, but it's like he can see right through me.. Before I even know what is happening, he pushes my dress up before sticking his fingers straight inside of my slit again.

I gasp out in shock and awe as he starts to push his fingers in, then pulls them out so rapidly that I feel my eyes rolling back. I love this, but I don't want him. He hums out, "You're so wet.. You can fight this all you want, but I can tell that you need this release as much as I do." My head nods before it shakes feeling so torn. He used his hand that is not inside of me to pull his pants down as I put my hands to his chest, trying to get him to stop. But this just increases his pace as I feel my body relaxing just with his tantalizing touch. Maybe he is right, and I need a s****l release, but that doesn't change the fact that I don't want it with him.. all I can think about is Owen and the tension that had built up with us earlier.. Maybe that's what I need to do to get through this so I can survive another day on this ship.

But that has never been me.. I'm not that kind of girl. "I don't want this." I say as I pull his fingers out, using my leg to kick him away from me, before jumping off the table. He reaches out latching his hand onto my arm before he spins me around and shoves my face down and into the dinner table as he lifts the dress up from behind, then says, "Yes, you do." He pludges his length deep inside of me as I gasp out, loving it and hating it all at the same time. I moan out, holding onto the edge of the table to try to push my body up to fight this, but his just holds me down from the middle of my back as he thrusts into me from behind. "Oh.. god.. Stop.. I don't want this." I moan out feeling my climax building as his hands drift down to my hips as he holds them tight, still not allowing me to stand, since my feet aren't even touching the floor at this point.

He thrusts into me too many times to count as I moan out before trying to push myself up as he pushes me back down. He grabs my hands, pulling them behind my back just to hold them there with his huge hand as the other holds my hip, continuing his assault on my body. My climax is coming as I moan loudly, causing him to grunt out, sounding like he is right where I am at. He pulls my ass up until I am almost hanging off of the table, but this angle somehow makes it so he hits the perfect spot.

He plunges into me, hitting it perfectly as my eyes roll back with chills running through me and sending me to my peak as I moan out in pleasure. He lets go of my hands as he flips me around to my back, still laying on the table. He tries to keep this going as the ecstasy runs through me, so there is not much fight, but there is always some. He tries to lean down and kiss me as I turn my head just to try to sit up, "I don't want this with you." I spat as I slap him, but he just laughs as he grabs my hands, holding them down as my eyes keep rolling back with the extended pleasure of him inside of me.

I try to move my legs, but it just helps him get deeper as he keeps my legs spread by thrusting into me. "If you don't want me, then fine, but you want to survive this, don't you? So think of a past lover that you want this with, or someone you find attractive.. do whatever you need to do.. just know this is going to happen, and I will make you feel incredibly good."

He pushes my torso down to the table, and with my hands and legs restrained, I can't fight back. He puts my hands together and still holds it with one of his, as his open hand works its way down. He uses his fingers to play with my bean, causing me to shiver in orgasmic delight. "See, this could be so fun for us, Brooke.. you can just be my little toy to f*#k, and I could be the same for you.. think of whoever you want, just let me be the one pleasuring you endlessly.. I need this and love the woman's body." He says, not making my mind feel any better about the situation, but making my body feel amazing.

He pleasures me for hours, it seems almost endless that I have no idea when it's going to stop. I want it to stop, but my body is craving for more because he is right about one thing, he knows a woman's body very well. Once he is done getting to his climax, he pulls out of me as my body goes limp, not having anymore fight within me as he finally stops his entire assault. "Clean yourself up, and I'll be right back to give you more of that." he says as he leaves the room.

I stand up quickly pulling my dress all the way back up as I start to pace back and forth, not wanting anymore from him.. He doesn't take no for an answer, so I need a more forceful response to his advances since they are just going to keep coming. Yes, his touch is amazing, and he made me feel good, but at the same time, I feel dirtier than I ever have. I hate this feeling and don't want it anymore. I can't be that person he wants me to be.. If that gets me kicked off the boat, or killed, then so be it. But I am telling him no in the only way that I think will work.. with force.. maybe this lamp or the knife he had on him if I can find it.. something to tell him that I am not kidding and that I won't be anyone's f*#k toy.. thanks for the fun ride, but I am never getting back on.. Let's just hope I don't get killed for it.