HATE ME THEN HOLD ME đ„°
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Chapter One: The Interview from Hell đ„
â Ava Sinclair â
The elevator doors opened with a sharp ding, and Ava Sinclair stepped out like she owned the building â even though she was only here for an interview.
A make-or-break interview.
She adjusted her blazer, the emerald one that made her brown skin glow and her hazel eyes seem like they could cut glass. She had worked too hard to get here. Five years grinding in a second-tier agency, building a portfolio that could rival most execs â all for this moment.
The receptionist barely glanced up. âYouâre here for the eleven oâclock with Mr. Blackwell?â
âYes.â Ava nodded, her voice firm.
âTop floor. He doesnât like waiting.â
Neither do I, Ava thought but kept the comment to herself.
The top floor of Blackwell International looked like it belonged to a Bond villain. Stark gray, glass everywhere, not a single speck out of place. Cold, sharp, intimidating â just like the man who ran it. Damon Blackwell. Billionaire. Ruthless. Brilliant. And by all accounts, a complete and utter ass.
Ava had read every article, watched every interview. He didnât smile. He didnât charm. He built empires and crushed competition. And now, apparently, he needed a new Head of Strategy.
She stepped into his office, and her heart thudded.
There he was.
Leaning against his desk, tall and painfully attractive in that cold, inapproachable way. Jet-black hair slicked back. A sharp jawline that looked like it could cut steel. Piercing gray eyes â already locked on her.
He didnât stand. Didnât offer his hand. Just looked her up and down slowly, as if he were assessing a threat instead of a job candidate.
âYouâre late,â he said.
Ava blinked. âItâs 10:59.â
âExactly. I donât like people who just make it.â
And there it was â the infamous Blackwell attitude.
She smiled sweetly. âI thought youâd appreciate precision. My mistake.â
His brow lifted. âYou have a smart mouth, Miss Sinclair.â
âAnd you hired me for an interview, not a charm contest.â
He tilted his head. âSit.â
She did. Calm. Composed. Inside, her stomach was tightening like a vice. But she wouldnât let him see it. No man â billionaire or not â would intimidate her out of this opportunity.
He slid her resume across the desk. âImpressive. You ran campaigns that tripled revenue for Helix Group.â
âI did.â
âYou took down one of my branches in that process.â
âI outperformed one of your branches,â she corrected, meeting his eyes. âThereâs a difference.â
For the first time, something like amusement flickered across his face. Or maybe it was interest. Hard to tell with a man like him.
âAnd now you want to work for me?â
âI want to win. I figured it was time I did that from the top.â
He leaned back in his chair. âYou know I donât play nice.â
âNeither do I.â
A beat passed. Tension rose â not the awkward kind, but the electric, sharp kind that made the air in the room feel heavier.
Then he said, âYouâre hired. On one condition.â
Ava narrowed her eyes. âWhich is?â
âYou report directly to me. No chains in between.â
âThat sounds more like a punishment than a promotion.â
He smirked. âConsider it a challenge.â
âI donât flinch at challenges, Mr. Blackwell.â
He stood, walking around the desk, stopping just a few feet away from her chair.
âGood,â he said, voice low. âThen welcome to hell.â
chapter 2
the devil's đż deck
â Ava Sinclair â
Avaâs heels clicked against the marble floors like a warning shot as she walked out of Damon Blackwellâs office â newly hired and already reconsidering her life decisions.
Why the hell did I agree to this?
Maybe because she needed the job. Maybe because part of her wanted to prove to herself â and him â that she could win even under pressure.
Or maybe because, in some twisted, annoying way, Damon Blackwell had just become the most exciting challenge of her career.
âCongrats,â the receptionist said flatly as Ava passed. âNobody lasts more than three months with him.â
Ava shot her a smile. âIâm not nobody.â
The woman raised a brow, unimpressed. âNeither were the others.â
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Avaâs new office was sleek and glass-walled, just two doors down from Damonâs. She hated it instantly. It felt too exposed, too clean, too... him.
A box of supplies sat on her desk, along with a single printed note in bold black ink:
"Your first strategy pitch is at 9 a.m. tomorrow. No excuses. â D.B."
She glanced at the clock. It was already 4:47 p.m.
âNo pressure, Ava,â she muttered, dropping her bag. âJust show up on day one and not suck.â
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An hour later, she was knee-deep in data reports, her laptop open, blazer off, and hair tied back as she worked through analytics and brand reviews.
Thatâs when she felt it â his presence. She didnât even hear the door. She just looked up, and there he was.
Damon.
Leaning against the frame like he owned her airspace, arms folded, those cold eyes scanning her from across the room.
âYouâre still here,â he said, voice smooth and unreadable.
She didnât look up from her screen. âDidnât realize the office had a bedtime.â
âIt doesnât.â He stepped inside. âBut most people run after their first ten minutes with me. Youâve made it an hour.â
âWouldâve stayed longer, but I was waiting for my trophy.â
A corner of his mouth tugged â not a smile, but something close.
âI donât give out participation awards, Miss Sinclair.â
âNo need. Iâm not here to participate.â She finally met his gaze. âIâm here to win.â
He stared at her for a moment. âWeâll see.â
There it was again â that underlying current, like something sharp beneath the surface of every word they said. Not flirtation. Not quite.
Something hungrier.
Then he turned and walked out, leaving nothing but the soft thud of the door and the heavy silence he always left behind.
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By the time Ava stepped out of the building, the sky had turned a shade of deep violet. The city buzzed with its usual after-hours energy, but inside her chest was a different kind of fire.
She knew two things for sure:
1. Damon Blackwell hated her.
2. And she didnât care.
Because somewhere deep down, under all the cold, controlled arrogance he wore like armor â she had seen it.
He noticed her.
And one day soon, sheâd make him see a lot more than that.
Chapter Three: The Distraction I Didnât Ask For đ
â Damon Blackwell â
He shouldnât have hired her.
Damon leaned back in his chair, staring out over the glittering skyline from the top floor of Blackwell International. The city pulsed beneath him â fast, ruthless, ambitious â exactly how he liked his world to be.
Controlled. Predictable. Obedient.
Ava Sinclair was none of those things.
And thatâs exactly why she was going to be a problem.
The way she walked in, eyes lit like fire, attitude sharp enough to slice steel â she wasnât intimidated by him. She didnât flinch. She didnât cower. She didnât try to flirt or flatter or impress.
She challenged.
Worse, she smiled while doing it.
God. Damn. Smile.
He hadnât seen that kind of spark in years. Most people in his orbit bowed before they even spoke. But she? She looked him in the eye like she was already planning to beat him at his own game.
He shouldâve turned her down.
But when she corrected him â âThereâs a difference.â
When she leaned in with that quiet, stormy confidenceâŠ
When she dared to say she wanted to win from the top...
He didnât just hear her.
He felt it.
And that made her dangerous.
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He stood and walked to the bar cart in the corner of his office, pouring two fingers of whiskey into a crystal glass. The burn in his throat wasnât nearly enough to silence the thought circling in his head like a vulture.
Sheâs not like the others.
Sheâd already proven she could hit hard â that campaign she led for Helix wiped out one of his satellite branches in less than six months. No mercy. No mistakes.
She was smart. Brutal, even.
And now she worked for him.
Worse still â he wanted to see what else she could do.
How far sheâd push.
How close sheâd get.
He downed the drink and set the glass down harder than he meant to. A small crack split through the base.
Control.
He needed to remember who he was.
Not some smitten intern with a crush.
Not some i***t who forgot the rules.
No distractions. No softness. No women. Especially not ones who smiled like sin and thought they could handle him.
Sheâll break first.
He told himself that. Over and over.
Sheâll fold. They always do.
But deep down, under all the armor, something in him whispered a different warning:
This one wonât break easy.
And if she doesnât...
I just might.