Chapter 4 After spending the entirety of the weekend hate, hate, hating his life, Cody heads for work Monday morning as a walking heap of messy emotions. He’s so distracted that he almost forgets to get off the train at his stop, walks right by the deli and has to turn back to get his coffee and breakfast from Mrs. Safari—who notices, but lets him off the hook with a smile and lighthearted roll of her eyes—and stands in front of the elevator for a full minute before realizing he hasn’t hit the button. All his thoughts keep returning to one thing. How the hell did he not realize sooner how strongly he felt about Shane Wilson? Why wouldn’t he feel so strongly about him? They get along famously, have so much in common, share a similar or at least complementing sense of humor. Shane is s

