Pleasure as Pain: The Destructive Luna.

"Shut up, I didnt give you permission to speak" I snapped obviously frustrated because he interupted my meal. Blake looked at me as his eyes grew wide. I heard his heartbeat quicken. His eyes were wild and unfocused. His expression unclear. His pupils slightly glazed confirming he was still intoxicated with my venom. I rubbed my temples and closed my eyes. I couldnt think with all his inccessant chattering. I knew he thought his words would be a balm but they were only causing my headache to increase. I opened my eyes then met his glaze. I knew he was unsure of my reaction. I searched his eyes and all i saw was adoration and love. I didnt know if it was a side effect of my venom or if he truly felt that way but i knew i couldnt waste time contemplating his feelings. I also knew I couldnt continue to hurt him, hurt them like this but my soul had been broken so that meant that I would break everyone who dared to think they loved me. I would never admit to having a heart but it was the truth nevertheless. I cared but just enough so i didnt truly not give a f**k because if i did my anger would scorch the earth. The little care i had for him was the the only reason he was still alive; that any of them was still alive. Why couldnt he see that? Why wasnt that enough for them?