Wyatt
My mind is torn. I feel like I'm being pulled in two different directions. Either I be a good boy and do as the Alpha says so that I can make Maddy happy, or listen to Scarr and just take my position forcefully.
The time I spent with Maddy yesterday was a dream. I had wanted to talk, but just being around her, smelling her heavenly scent, made me carnal. We spent the day in the back of her car at the stream, kissing like we only had one day to do it.
I intended to talk to her about our future, but once we got there, I couldn't help my hunger for her. I wanted her in all the worst ways, but I also wanted to take it slow with her. She was unique, and I didn't want to overstep her boundaries.
So we made out like the teenagers we were, groping at each other, panting in the backsea
