Finding my true mate

Date and Heartache

Kallies POV

"Do you want to be my girlfriend Kallie?" Chris asked.

Whoa... wait what? I was shocked. Did I want to be his girlfriend? well didn't I ? yeah? I mean I think so. He's sweet and has done so much for me. We have a good time together no matter what. The way he asked me though... is he asking me to be his girlfriend or is he asking me if that is what I want just as a question?

you think too much you know that ?

yeah well you intrude too much but hey, if I say that to you I am rude.

Kallie. if you want to date the boy then say yes. if you don't say no. it's really just that simple.

Before I could respond to her she darted to the back of my mind. B***h.

" Kallie? did you hear me?"

"huh? what ? oh um... yeah I did but, do you think you could repeat that for me ? "

Just as Chris was about to repeat his question the waiter came back with our appetizer and drinks.

"Thank you." we both said to Eric.

"you are both very welcome, I will be back shortly with your food."

Eric walked away and Chris and I turned to face eachother. He took my hands in his and looked at me. "Kallie, will you be my girlfriend?"

There we go. That's the proper way to ask that question. "Yes!" I respond a little too excitedly.

"haha okay then. awesome. you are mine and I am yours..." he said.

I tense up and looked around, I let out the breath that I didn't realize I had been holding.

"Oh gosh what is is now Kallie?"

"Well it's just you said that we belong to eachother and it made me start thinking, what if we aren't mates Chris? Then we possibly fall in love and then one or both of us find our mates, then what happens ? "

"we will cross that bridge when it comes okay? for now let's eat this food before it gets cold and before our meals come out!"

" Agreed" I giggled.

We sat and ate and talked.The waiter brought out our meals and I am going to say this was the best dinner hands down I have ever had. It was all cooked to perfection. I lover it all. Once we were both finished eating, Chris asked for the check and paid. I took care of the tip though he said not to I did anyway.

We walked hand in hand out to the truck. he opened the truck door for me and then we went on our way back home.

"Where do you want to stay?" Chris asked me.

I whipped my head around to look at him and said "what do you mean where do I want to stay ?!"

"Um, exactly what I said Kallie, meaning do you want to come home with me or go back to your room in the pack house?"

I couldn't believe that he was asking me that honestly, But what shocked me more Is I was actually taking the time to think about if I wanted to stay with him or if I wanted to go home.

"Well, unless you want to join the deer up on the packhouse walls, I should go home or my dad will have you stuffed. " I laughed.

"That's probably very true. okay I will take you home then babe." he pulled up to the front of the pack house and walked me to the door. We hugged and held eachother for a moment and then a quick kiss on the lips and turned to go inside.

"goodnight beautiful." "good night handsome." I said as I turned back and gave him a smile.

I went straight to my room with the biggest smile on my face. I laid down and instantly fell asleep.

When I woke up it was Monday morning, it was time to get back to school and I so didn't want to. I got up showered Got read ran down stairs grabbed a muffin and headed out the door. To my surprise that familiar red truck was waiting for me with Chris standing next to the passenger door holding it open for me.

"Oh. Hi Chris!" I said running over to him and jumping into his arms. Oh my I could stay this way forever. I gave him a kiss and he held me in his arms for a moment before helping me into the front seat. I buckled up he got in and we rode to school together.

The day dragged on longer than it seemed like it should have. I didn't see much of Chris at school throughout the say, it's not like we had classes together he was 2 grades above me after all. I was going to my locker at the end of the day when I heard a very familiar voice.

"Chaz! why do I keep hearing rumors you're cheating on me!?"

"Alyssa, I don't know why you are being fed these lies. I do know that there are a lot of people jealous of how long we have been together and they just want to ruin that baby girl."

"hmph. well that better be all that it is because so help me if I find out you are I might just... I might just die of heartbreak!"

I could tell she was on the verge of crying, I peaked out to see if they were facing me and unfortunately for me, Alyssa saw me.

F**k.

"Kallie! Hi! come meet my mate Chaz!"

Did she say mate ?! I knew it but how did she know ?

"Oh we have actually met already," I said giving him I look from the corner of my eyes.

"Oh you have? oh that's right duh! you are dating Chris! you two are so cute by the way. Don't worry I won't tell the hospital about it. They would probably put you two on different shifts if they found out. so your secret is safe with me" she said as she acted like she was closing her mouth locking it and throwing away the key.

"Oh thank you Alyssa, I do appreciate it. you are too sweet. Well not to rush off but I am going to go see if I can find Chris. I miss him already. later guys!" I scurried off as quickly as I could so I wouldn't be asked anything that would get anyone in trouble. I felt I needed more information on what was happening with them before I outed anyone.

I was walking to the school parking lot when suddenly I felt strong arms scoop me up planting a big kiss on my lips. "Well hello handsome!" I exclaimed.

"Hey beautiful!" he said putting me down. we walked hand in hand to the truck and he drove us home. We talked about our boring day at school. He dropped me off at the front of the pack house and he went home to get changed for work. I went up to my room changed for work grabbed a snack from the kitchen and headed out the door to walk to the hospital. I was about halfway there when I saw Chris coming up to me.

"Hey you! " I said to him. "Hey yourself" he smiled and we interlocked our fingers.

We chatted on the way to work, when we were almost there we decided to not hold hands and pretend we just ran into eachother along the way so nobody would think anything of it. The day went by quickly. Having Chris there kept me smiling all day and we had fine while we worked which was nice. I know I'll be happy to work every day as long as her is here with me.

When our shift was done, I decided to go straight home but Chris has other plans. He picked me up and threw me over his shoulder and got us back to his home as fast as he could. When we were inside he went to his room to change into with no shirt. I felt a puddle forming between my legs. What the hell is that?

You are aroused and you need to stop before he takes us right here and you are not pure for our mate!

Look that's not going to happen, he respects me too much to do that Kristy.

Does he? why did he bring you back to his house then where his parents are clearly not home.

Well let's ask him shall we ?

Go ahead Kallie let's see what he has to say.

Chris was looking at me strangely. I looked into his eyes and they with black as night.

Crap.

"Hey... uh Chris..I think maybe I should go back home..."

at those words his eyed were back to normal and he looked hurt.

"what? no... Kallie why? "

"Well, my wolf Kristy got the feeling that you were wanting some special alone time with me because... I uh... well.... she thought.... " I sighed really hard.

" She knew I could... smell you? "

"Well yeah..." I said blushing.

"Baby I can.. or I did, but I would never do anything you don't want to do or that you're not ready for. You know that right ?"

I nod. stupid wolf getting in my head like that. ugh. I could feel Kristy Trying to come forward but I forced her back.

Chris walked over to me grabbed me by the thighs lifting me up infront of him and walked over to the couch placing me on his lap. I wrapped my arms around his neck and placed a gentle kiss on his lips. I could feel a hardness forming against me but I tried not to think about it too much. Chris let our a low growl and I pulled away from him slightly but he brought me back to him. It was a full blown make out session and it was amazing.

When we were finally done sucking eachothers faces off until we were pretty much blue in the face, Chris made dinner we ate and joked and laughed talked and got to know eachother even more. I looked at the time and told him I needed to be getting back home before my dad sent out a search party looking for me.

He laughed but knew I was mostly serious. We held hands and he walked me home. We kissed goodnight and I went to bed.

The rest of the week went fast. As did the next couple of months. I was dreading the fact that it was almost Chris' 18th birthday, because I knew that there was a chance this would end between us and we would go our separate ways. The week before Christmas Chris started acting distant. I wasn't sure what was going on with him but he was being strange so I sent him a mind link that we needed to talk.

Chris, can we please talk babe?

yeah we can but what is this about Kallie?

Just please come to my room and talk to me.

I will be right there

When he finally got to my room he knocked and I told him to come on in. He seemed very stand off ish and that wasn't the Chris I had known for the last 4 months.

"Chris, is something going on? " I asked

He let out a deep sigh, and I was regretting asking. I stood up from my bed and walked over to him. I took his hands in mine "Whatever it is, you can tell me. Even if it may hurt its okay. it's better for you to tell me now than to drag it out."

He nodded his head and brought me over to stand in front of him while he sat on the bed.

CHRIS POV

Kallie called me up to her bedroom to talk and I knew at that moment I had to tell her what was going on and why I was becoming so distant. I had hoped we had more time to spend together but that was cut short.

"Whatever it is, you can tell me. Even if it may hurt its okay. it's better for you to tell me now than to drag it out." She said sweetly.

I nod my head and walk over to the bed with her standing in front of me. She was so beautiful and I knew what I was about to tell her, was going to hurt not only her but me as well.

"Kallie, my mom doesn't want us seeing eachother."

The look on her face was shocked and disappointment and ... anger?

"What?! why?! what did I do wrong? why does she hate me?!?!" in the time we had spent together I had not seen her ever angry, always happy and kind. A free spirit. This already sucked for me. I hated my mom for this.

"I don't know bab... Kallie.. that's what she told me a few weeks back and she's p***Ed that I have not broken up with you yet. She is even making me quit working at the hospital because she said I am going against the mate bond and it's unacceptable. I don't know. I am sorry, Kallie... I really am." I hugged her tight and kissed the top of her head.

She let out a deep sigh "okay. that's okay. I understand. if this is the way it has to be then I guess it has to be this way."

I don't know whether to be happy she was taking it like this or sad that she seemed to be okay with this.

"I guess I will go now, I am so sorry Kallie. Maybe I can change her mi

.." she cut me off.

"no, don't worry about it Chris, It's fine. I am going to get ready for bed and I'll see you at school tomorrow maybe?"

I nod my head give her one last hug and kiss both of her hands. "Goodnight Kallie, I am sorry" I said and shut her door.

Kallies POV

I fell onto my bed after Chris left and screamed at the top of my lungs into my pillow. Truth be told I knew this day was coming, but we promised to be honest always and I was sad that he kept this from me for weeks. I was sad he was quitting the hospital. I think I may quit also and focus on my powers and school and friends. Yeah that's what I will do, I don't need reminders of Chris, the first boyfriend I had and the first boy that I was days away from saying those 3 words. Thank the goddess that I didn't say that to him. It doesn't hurt less but but I will be okay.

I peeled myself off of the bed and took a shower got dressed in my pajamas and just decided to sleep off the heart ache.

The next few weeks flew by and Chris had his 18th birthday celebration right after the new year. I decided to start doing home schooling because I was actually really depressed by the fact that I lost Chris. I saw him with different girls at school, he tried not to show anyone in front of me but that's not something that he could avoid.

I bumped into him and some s**t making out in the hallway by accident and she screamed "watch where you are going b***h!"

"sorry" I said keeping my head down. > heard foot steps behind me and the familiar embrace of Chris.

"Kallie? Are you going to be alright? You don't look like yourself."

"I am fine Chris really, But so you know Alex isn't your mate either. I know you can feel that. I don't know why you're wasting your time on her." I sneered

I could feel him tense up at my words. "Kallie, I know who my mate is actually. She is in your grade but she is dating someone. So I decided to get out all of my fun before she is 18."

I looked up at him and glared at him, hard. "Goddess what happened to you !? Hanging out with Chaz too much is how it seems! you know he's still cheating on Alyssa with my sister?! I always thought you could be my mate Chris but no, not the way you are. The moon goddess would never pair me with someone this selfish!"

I turned on my heels to walk away, he tried to stop me but I just kept walking. The boy I thought I loved turned into this ... this thing! ugh!

Ultimately that is what helped me to decide to do school from home. I couldn't stand the torment. Jessica was upset that I wasn't at school anymore, but she did understand why. Maybe I would find my mate soon. I hope so, but if not. I will be patient and date someone that is fun and understands me and just enjoys my company.... and isn't a complete mama's boy!

I told you Kallie, but I am sorry that you are hurting.

I know I should have listened Kristy. I am sorry. forgive me ?

Of course I do.

I would always have my wolf and for that. I am eternally thankful for.