Craving my Dad's Best Friend

I moaned as Pete pressed his mouth on mine to kiss me while I straddled his lap. Within seconds, he had his hands on my butt, pulling me closer. I can feel the bulge in his jeans growing and pressing against my buttocks. I deepened the kiss, pulling him harder against my chest while my hands flew to his hair and knibble in between them. I felt his hand crawl up to my stomach. He trails his hand upwards until he is cupping one of my breasts. I whimper against his lips, not wanting him to stop. He started to unbutton my shirt and that was when I was brought back to the real world. "Pete" I called, withdrawing my lips away from his and pushing him back a bit to look at his face. He stopped kissing and withdrew his hands on my butt. He looked angry. He always does whenever I pull away. "Annie, we can't be doing this. We've been together for a year now." His tone is serious. "We've never got past kissing." Pete has been my boyfriend for a little over a year now. We went to the same high school but only got together when we got to college. He is cute and fun. "I'm not ready yet, Pete" I said for what felt like the umpteenth time. I can't believe we are going back on this. What can't he just understand? "We discussed this already." I got up on his lap and sat beside him on the bed in his dorm. Today I'll be going home for the summer break and we won't be seeing each other for the next month, so we're trying to fill in everything we can. "It's not going to work, Annie" he said again. "What?" "Me and you. " He dragged his hands between us, pointing at me, then back to him. "Right now, you're going back to your parents' house and I'm going back to mine. It's the summer break, Annie. We won't see each other for a whole month. How do you plan on doing this?" Now I realize where this is going. Although Pete and I have been together for a little over a year, we've never had s*x. I'm not ready to give up my virginity yet. I know Pete does go after other girls. The girls in my dorm and Ava, my roommate, tell me all about it and wonder why I'm still with the douchebag. The reality is that no guy on campus will be as patient as Pete. As long as we aren't having s*x, I don't care if he gets it from someone else. There's no logical reason why I'm still a virgin at nineteen. Most girls of my age had given it up. I think I've never found the right person. "I thought we had arranged a long distance and if worse comes to worse, you could come see me. My father wouldn't mind." He laughs. "I don't do long distances, babe go" he said plainly, as if stating a fact. "It's just a few hours." "It's a seven hour drive. And I can't go down there if we aren't going to do anything other than a few stolen kisses like some high school kids" Wow. I can't believe this is coming from him. Perhaps those girls were right when they asked him to dump his stupid ass. "Are you breaking up with me?" I asked, even if it was glaring that he was doing it. He literally just told me, we can't work again. "That's it Annie, you still don't get it" he stood up to face me. Placing his hands on my shoulder and looking down at my face. "I'm not breaking up with you. I'm only trying to say, go out, meet people and get laid." He paused as if thinking of the next word to say and then continued. " Get a few night stands, give up your v-card. You're a beautiful girl, Annie, and no guy would just want a pretty face without knowing what's under it. I've been considerate enough and trying to keep up but I can't do this all summer. I need a girlfriend. I can not f**k someone who's not willing to go all the way. When we come back to school next year,we can date again. Sorry, I have to put it this way though." My mouth went dry on its own Accord and I swallowed. I can't believe the jerk just threw it out at my face to get laid. I wanted to hide and run. I wish the ground would open up and swallow me. "It's fine" I managed to say. That's not what I wanted to say. I want to say more. I want to say something witty and funny and sarcastic or even laugh. Like how other guys would be dying to have a virgin as their girlfriend. But I don't. I think he is right. I was never attracted to him in the first place. I only agreed to go out with him because that's what everyone here is doing. A part of a college thing. I've always wanted something bigger, more satisfying. I was always attracted to bigger men. A real man who will make me feel the wonders of love making. I let my thoughts wander to Josh. I imagined how his big arms would wrap around my tiny waist. How he would taste against my lips and how I'd moan his name when I c*m. I quickly shook myself from the thought. I can't have dirty thoughts about my dad's best friend, for goodness sake. "And if you want me to be your first, you know we can do it now", Pete offered. I looked up at his face in disgust. He can't call me out about being a virgin and offer to have me the next minute. We heard footsteps of people ascending the stairs followed by their loud laughter. That must be his roommate, since everyone in the dorm had almost home. I take that as my cue to leave and save myself from any further embarrassment. "I better leave" I said, fishing out my sandals then putting it on. I didn't even look back at him as I ran down the hallway not answering the greeting from his friends. "Text me sometime or something," Pete yells after me. "f**k you," I said. I wanted to shout at him, but I didn't, knowing I wouldn't be seeing his face again. *****